▼ There will be dead dove content (murder, cannibalism, tentacles, blood...), dark themes, nsfw stuff drawn and written.
▼ I will try to tag things accordingly, but if you want me to add a tag to something let me know through ask. You can also send anything in the asks and even through I'm a little slow to answer, i appreciate it!
▼ I encourage you to block me if you are uncomfortable with anything in this blog! Take care of youself!
▼ This is not a fandom specific blog (or is it...), but i mainly post about 14dwy and sometimes tkatb! Even through they are yandere vns, it's not my main focus, i like visual novels in general.
▼ I post whatever I want, which is often oc x canon stuff.
▲ Thank you for looking at my drawings, i appreciate it :')
Blog tags under!!!
▲ #silly squeaking time > tag for my rambling
▲ #🚪Ask received🚪 > tag for asks answered
▲ #okback to my enclosure 🍖 > drawing tag! from doodles to full illustrations, if you want to see just drawings of a fandom you can go to the fandom tag
▲ #to do later > tag for when i want to do stuff but I lose motivation half way and i don't post them so it's there to mock me
▲ #ren ren ren 💌 > special tag for reblogging fanarts where he appears
▲ #pics that remind me of Ren > I sometimes see him in things that aren't even about them (rbs are aesthetic and shitposts)
▲ #heaventag🤍 > tag for ocs or sonas from the 14dwy fandom, i just thing they're neat, never stop talking about your ocs!!
▲ #WHATS A QUEUE > queue tag, i am often anxious when interacting so I made myself put every artwork i want to share in here so i don't feel so nervious, i run away when it starts posting
My ocs and their tags/contents!!!
Info!: I'm fine with oc interactions and shipping, just be aware that i don't do exclusive shipping and i sometimes tend to ship between them just for fun. Each oc has different preferences, boundaries and behaviours; not all of them are friendly or have healthy relationships. The CW list might expand with time!
➤ For the 14DWY universe:
[Outside Eli characterhub profile] 🍎
#🥩FleshingOut: Eli🥩 - CW : body horror, blood, tentacles, cannibalism, depictions of wounds and organs. ➤ [Character playlist]
Shitpost tags for each member: WIP (since i haven't found posts that remind me of some)
Introduction!!! for the last bc im anxious
Hi please call me Nemo, Demo or Jester. I'm aroace genderfluid and go by they/he/she but i don't have a preference, if you are unsure of how to refer to me just go with the one you feel less attracted to (if you feel the same about all of them then you have outsmarted my little plan u_u).
I draw and english is not my main language. i value a lot people's creativity, but it's difficult for me to interact. I make myself talk in here so that's why I don't often appear or share stuff.
Now i also post on twitter yeyy but it's reposts from here, so the new drawings from here will take a while to appear there.
This is my artfight :>
If i create any other social then I will put it here!
⚖️ Can't believe I forgot this one, hello, but what's their height and weight? For a gainer, what's their start weight, goal weight, and 'current' weight? (And/or 'final' weight if it's not a spoiler)
Oh god I'm so bad at numbers and I'm really really sorry (like I can barely tell what six inches in front of me is) but I will try because I love you.
Eli: 5'9" ish? Definitely hovers around the low 200s and isn't looking to gain weight so much as enjoy the fluctuation, but a long-term relationship with Ani would def see him creeping up.
Nate: Thank god the internet tells me JFK Jr.'s stats. He starts at 6'1 and 160ish, and his weight jumps around quite a bit during the story before he settles around 210ish, possibly more.
Sam: Big!! Big!! He's well over 6 feet tall and over 200 to start, and that's a glorious mix of muscle and fat. Like, he's meant to be scary and imposing when we meet him. His final weight is definitely well over 300, likelyyyy close to 400.
🎂 What's your character's age? How do they celebrate their birthday?
I never bother to do this either oopsie
Eli: Well, he has a master's, uses a lot of millennial/gen z slang, and we've now established American Dragon: Jake Long as formative for him, so he's 30 at the oldest. He goes out on his birthday, very bro-culture but in a cute way: they get really drunk and go to an arcade. He's the reigning drunk DDR champion.
Nate: Oops he's also 30. His birthday usually involves forcing himself through dinner with his mother before jetting off to Ibiza for two weeks and coming back with no memory of what happened. (Post-Claire, though, they jet off to places like Amsterdam or Paris and actually manage to remember what they did.)
Sam: 35ish, maybe older? Very well established. Don't ask when his birthday is. He doesn't like to celebrate it. (Kate makes him a slightly nicer than usual breakfast and sneaks cookies in his things.)
⛈️ Do they live in a society with interpersonal or systemic fatphobia (e.g., negative societal attitudes about fatness, environment built for skinny people, etc.) and if so, what's the character's relationship or experiences with their fatphobic environment?
Eli: Yes; Eli's world is our world in 2025. Outwardly he's "cool" with it in that he's not visibly bothered if a seat is a tight squeeze for him, but—as I said in the last one—he turns his rage into career motivation because if he doesn't do something to make it better, he's going to lose it (his patience is hanging by a thread).
Nate: Hahahahahahaha. He's a disaster. This is the 90s and his mother is a former actress-turned-senator's-wife. Plus, the media is obsessed with him. How do you think he's doing? If your answer was "hating himself every second of the day," you're right. (This gets better over the course of his story.)
Sam: Ehhhh yes and no. Society definitely wasn't built to accommodate fat people in the 1930s, like now, but it's just different once media is out of the question. He's taught himself to use his size as an advantage, but his feelings for Kate bring out worries about not being "ideal" for her.
😶🌫️ Are there any feedist desires they're repressing, are buried deep, or they haven't figured out yet?
Eli: Not really. He's open about what he likes, it's just that he's used to not getting to experience that with a partner because it's so rare to find in-person. He's done the online thing and it didn't work for him.
Nate: Uh. All of them? Feedism represents so much for Nate: "ruining" his "perfect" body while also achieving a body he feels good in, getting to indulge when he's never been allowed to before, the connection with Claire being a caregiver for him, and—one he hasn't figured out—the masculine joy of squashing his manic pixie dream girl under the fat she put on him.
Sam: Less repression or more just buried deep because Sam really doesn't think about sex beyond being a bodily function...until Kate. For him, it's the decadence. It's being good enough to her to earn that level of care and special treatment. He will never, ever, ever say this aloud—probably wouldn't even think it in so few words—but being her favorite, her first choice, is what he doesn't know he needs.
I manifest that for us all. Quit our jobs, have a quaint life to write, read, play sims 4 and a loving family 🥰
Any updates you can give us on your projects? ❤️
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Been obsessing over Eli and Ani lately<3
“Halmoni,” he says, holding her hand in one of his while his other arm wraps around his shoulders. “Do you want to go to bed?”
Eli’s grandmother waves a dismissive hand between them, her cherry-red gel manicure shining under the dance floor lights while she says something very loudly in Eli’s ear.
Slowly, his mouth falls open. His brows pinch together, and his eyes go slightly wide before he clears his throat. “Uh-huh. How about we go find Aaron?”
Ani slides her hand into the crook of Eli’s elbow. “What did she say?”
He shakes his head. “Ani, I like you too much to risk you running away when you find out about the absolute filth that comes out of my grandmother’s mouth.”
At that, she bursts out laughing. He wants to protect her from, what, a dirty-minded grandmother? “You should hear my Nani.”
“God,” he sighs, “maybe they should be friends.”
A warm, pleasant feeling settles into her, and they share a look, both aware of what he just did: suggested there might be more than just this trip, more than just fun for a week.
Neither acknowledges it aloud, but the soft, sheepish smile he gives her means he’s happy to leave it where it is. “Maybe,” that says, and maybe is full of possibilities and daydreams.
“I want to dance with you,” she tells him over the music, and she doesn’t wait before taking his hand and pulling him into the center of it all.
Both: YES. Big yes, actually. Cooking together is very much a thing they do once they're out of destination wedding dreamland and trying to make a real relationship work back home. The Korean-Indian combo is also absolutely insane in the best of ways; their nightly dinners (and the leftovers they bring to work, if Eli leaves any) are omg-amazing.
3. What was the first time they realized they had a feeding/weight gain/fat fetish, or how did they get into it?
Ani: She realized it sometime in college when she decided that the rugby players were hotter than the soccer players her sorority sisters were into, and then she discovered the joy of former rugby players who kept their diets but not their activity level while they worked on their master's degrees and approached 30. Upon laying awake at night and thinking about this, though, she realized she'd "always" been into it because a lot of the men in her family are fat and fat man = husband while everyone else = fling.
Eli: That one weight gain episode of American Dragon: Jake Long.
17. Do their kink preferences bleed into their non-kinky life in any ways? Someone with a bakery day job, whose kink led them to fat activism, a painter who focuses on fat figures, someone who can't help but try to take care of and pamper everyone around them?
Ani: Yes, with her friendships and family members. Ani is the "mom friend" always trying to feed people, and while she doesn't realize she's doing it, she's mortified any time she's called out because she's terrified of outing herself.
Eli: Yes, at work! He does management consulting, and he's well-known to prioritize accessibility in his audits even when he's not directly asked to. Absolutely uses his position as an expert to force his clients into being marginally better human beings because, as a fat man, he's seen some shit.
