#elirants

[ellichkaa]

are you taking requests? for yandere dazai and yandere chuuya still i wanted to ask

Hello dear anon yes i do take requests i close mine if my inbox has more than 10 requests in it. It will say in my bio whether i take requests or not <3💙

[ellichkaa]

Tomorrow i will have an 18 (maybe) even 20 hour shift🥹💔 so i will try to post my fanfic today for u guys (writing for chuya dazai ranpo and fyodor not saying what tho hehe:P)

[ellichkaa]

Guys i have now officially finished all 5 seasons of bsd. And let me tell you the last episode made me get off my chair and do 40 push ups to fckin calm down cuz i realised i now have to wait for season 6

[ugly-dead-fox]

So I had a shitty night and was super fucking tired but I toughed it out and worked on my apartment this morning and I got my front window screwed down(bc apparently its been broken into before) and went and got two regular blinds and a black out blind for my room and I justfjdirjfifurhcifhLIVINGONMYOWNSOONMAKESMESOEXCITEDANDNERVOUSANDPUMPEDANDSCAREDANDMYNESTFRIENDSMOVINGTOCOLLEGETHISWEEKENDANDICANTCONTAINALLTHESESTUPIDFEELINGS!!!!!

[ugly-dead-fox]

I feel like I really fucked up and now I feel hallow

[ugly-dead-fox]

Yup everything hit me at once and now I'm bawling like a moron and trying to sleep at the same time

[ugly-dead-fox]

I've successfully spent three days accomplishing great things while feeling like utter shit Congrats to myself for taking five steps forward and one extremely big one right back onto traintracks

[ugly-dead-fox]

Maybe Im just selfish and hurt others before they hurt me. Like feelings of love and romance is just bullshit. Why believe in something that will hurt you no matter what? Can't I just fall in love with space or the ocean or some metaphorical term of loneliness I mean Fuck