#elise.exe

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i went on a downward spiral that was the worst ive ever experienced in my life so far and isolated myself from a lot of people, and im sorry for that

i hope you can forgive me if you’re hurt

i plan to have a better 2018 bc 2017 kicked me around so badly

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i was in the hospital/am in partial hospitalization fucking again

so again, sorry if im not around 

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i dont use this site anymore on any kind of regular basis uhhh

sorry?

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I hate to do this but I just got fired for being disabled and I'm really In need of funds, my venmo is there, I'll do whatever i can to repay whoever donates anything

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hello i didnt use any bad coping skills today and i think that’s neat

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elijah and christine used to be funny but since they sold out/forgot they are “”vine stars” and not real celebrities they (esp elijah) started pulling some real stupid shit for views and saying dumbass things on social media for attention/out of ignorance

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I cut my own bangs They look terrible #mentalillnessthings

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i dont trust anyone

i miss my friends