#elle.exe

[puffberries]

Am I afraid of commitment?

Am I ghosting a boy who likes me because I’m scared of repeating my past relationships?

Am i taking a self care Four years by cutting everybody who I thought was my friend but in a wider perspective we have nothing in common and only ever talk about said boy that I’m ghosting?

Change is afoot lads. Not sure if it’s good change or bad change, but we’re going to live with it because it’s what my body is saying it needs right now

[puffberries]

I’m trying so hard to improve my characterisation of characters I write for, bUt UCKING JESUS CHRIST BUCKY BARNES

The man is an enigma. His character is so complex and his personality shifts slightly with every moment cause it’s basically like he’s learning to become human again and I’m used to writing characters who can be witty and snarky and cheerful and fluffy

But when you look at Bucky, you see a soft, quiet man

And lads, I don’t know how to handle that

Little help?

[puffberries]

I am actually the worst fic writer on tumblr.

Seriously

I don’t have a schedule and most of the asks in my inbox are ancient and I can’t write for more than 5 minutes because my inspiration comes and goes like the tide

Or that one person that disappears from your life only to reappear 15 years later