#elle.says

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this is so project manager of me 😭😭 i did conditions too so that when i type in a name, the background changes

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hi everyone, i've decided to no longer write for the8/minghao anymore in light of recent events. i will not take any requests for him and i will not include him by name in any of my fics.

even with the correct translations, i do not support what he has said in his interview.

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sometimes i wonder (actually i wonder a lot) about how we can dissect and figure out more and more about an idol through their habits, the other members in their groups, and even their families. (since i do try to consume a lot of vernon/svt media to try to understand their characters the best i can.) and i wonder if the tables were turned on me, what would people find out and how would they find that out? like what traits would they get from me and how would they analyze that? how would they analyze interactions with my family and friends?

and it's interesting to think about because i want to create online content and i have been creating public online content, which opens me to be perceived by the world. and I'm kind of thinking about if the tables were turned. and what kinds of things I would say in certain situations. (small note my name is an alias, so i will not be sharing any personal info/pictures of myself, because unfortunately the world is scary and I've spent a lot of time on the internet so it is quite easy to do the wrong things and have it fall into the wrong people's hands)

and i don't know where my content will go or if it'll impact me significantly, but i will say that being a writer encourages me to be self-aware of my own actions for sure.

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happy new year to everyone <3 so much love for you all and i look forward to getting closer and developing my craft further next year!! <3

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yk being able to see is taken for granted until i go outside without my glasses and i can't see

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honestly black eye is further confirmation that one of vernon's girlfriends has to be / has to have been a mean girl

like the whole first verse?? pleaseeeee

i'mma write it f it

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me actually crying looking at an article for seventeen's first American interview, and seeing how vernon talked about how new york city plays such a big role in the history of his life. his parents met there, went to school there, got married there, and had him there. i think it's just so wonderful that even though he doesn't have that many memories, it's rooted in his core. and that's something that i hope can happen if i have kids and give them a reason to come back to places or love places because of my current actions.

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may be a shout into the dark but does anyone have any svt writing discords? or svt-blr discords? i would love to make new friends within the community, and it’s definitely a lot more motivating to write if i have friends who also know the love (and struggle)

let me know!!!