The Curse of Miracles by eloquentfever
14 Chapters / 79k words (incomplete)
Content warnings: Severe illness, graphic language/descriptors, mentions of sexual assault
Summary: Kurt and Blaine are more than surprised to see Sebastian try to be nice. His parents feel relieved that Sebastian has gone off his rebellious phase. The Warblers become close friends with their semi-decent captain. Nobody thought it was suspicious… until Sebastian has a seizure. Apparently, brain tumours could change your personality?
"Sebastian?" Blaine looked at him, looking about as pale as ever. "Hey, you're really quiet over there. Are you okay?"
Sebastian's head felt heavy. Did Blaine really say that? Or did Sebastian make it up in his head that he said that? He didn't really know, because all Sebastian could see were the lights. He placed his hand on his chest. It was hard to breathe...and then the next ten minutes were a blur.
All he remembered was that he must've lost consciousness before he woke up, feeling drowsy and tired.
"Hey, Seb," Blaine's voice was so soft, and Sebastian's heart thudded ten times faster.
Sebastian forgot about the fight for the first few seconds when he'd been awake until he saw that even Hummel was leering over him, looking pale. Sebastian realized that he wasn't in Dave's house anymore, he was in a car. He didn't know what car, and he didn't know that Dave was there either because he closed his eyes the second he opened them.
"Hmm?" Sebastian asked, feeling his throat hurt and then he turned to the side and fell right back asleep.
"Hey, it's gonna be okay," Blaine moved to hold Sebastian's hand in his own and squeezed it as hard as he could. As if that was going to make him feel any better. It did, by the way. "Sebastian, I'm so sorry. I told them. I had to. I just..."
"You had no fucking right to," Dave said, and he sounded as cold as a popsicle in snow. "It wasn't your fucking secret."
"I really fucked up, Sebastian," Blaine's voice was soft. "I really, really fucked up."
Sebastian couldn't open his eyes. He felt like they were almost glued shut. He had never felt tired before and he wondered if this was how people felt like before they were going to croak, you know? Did Sydney ever feel like this, when he was in the hospital all by himself? Did he ever wonder why Sebastian hated him so damn much? Fuck, this was horrible.
Sebastian could feel like they were moving, but he didn't know who's car it was. Was it Gay Face's?
Blaine's voice was unsteady. "Sebastian, do you have epilepsy? Did you ever have a seizure before? Did you...?"
"No," Sebastian didn't understand what the fuck Blaine was talking about. Why the hell would he ask him if he ever had a seizure? Sebastian was sure he'd remember if he ever had one. He was so damn tired. "Why?" he asked in a hoarse voice. The last thing Sebastian remembered was feeling how warm and reassuring Blaine's hand was before he fell back asleep.
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