#elsi rambles

[ahlanzhan]

YOU GUYS, YOU ARE SUPER COOL, THANK YOU!

[harmandmac]

whenever i open instagram the first thing i do is check on catherine and david and i just know catherine must be tired of me with this reunion hahahah

[ahlanzhan]

It’s -2 degrees outside and not much warmer inside. I fucking hate old British houses, Victorian = shit insulation. My heating is blasting on full power, I’m wearing a fluffy jumper and wrapper in a blanket AND a winter duvet and I’m still cold. And I need to turn the heating off in a bit because I can’t afford keeping it on through the night. Hurray............. 

[ahlanzhan]

Do you guys know the feeling when you want something so bad is physically hurts?

I want to work on television drama so bad I can feel it in my palms and toes. And I’m not even exaggerating. Certain parts of my body hurt because I have a dream I need to achieve. 

[ahlanzhan]

How did I lose 10 followers during a 3-day absence? I did literally nothing. 🤔

[ahlanzhan]

I’m supposed to be on a holiday and what do I do? Apply for jobs and work experiences. 

I need a break already. 

[ahlanzhan]

Oh, by the way, I don’t think I told you guys but I’m back to Finland for a bit. Not long, just a few weeks to recharge some batteries before the job hunt. :)

[ahlanzhan]

I’m graduating tomorrow! 🍾