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Honestly

It seems like it has been a while since my anxiety has gotten to me.

I almost forgot how it felt or what it was.

I feel different then how I use to. A good different.

I don't ever want to go back to how things were again.

I guess I can sorta say I am content with the way I am. I know a few things here and there could be better but I'm not in any hurry. 

Also

I have something new that I've never had before and I am sure that it'll continue to progress. 

Right now I feel good.

Enough said.

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I loving my music right now. There has been a perfect song for what ever mood I'm in. It doesn't matter if it is hardcore, metal, instrumental, rap or whatever it is. It has kept me sane over the years of my life and has influenced me. I've made alot of friends and met talented artists in my life from what I listen to so I don't really care of what everybody else listens to, or thinks their "fake" just because they recently got into a certain genera or whatever same old bs everyone else complains about. If it makes you happy for feel s like you can relate to it in some way then more power to you. I like what I like and I always will.