#elvhen-mage

[dollribbons]

Just wanted to send a PSA to ur followers that u threatened to shag my dad just cuz I ate some oreo crumbs for a snacc

It wasn’t oreo crumbs. You were literally eating soil from the ground and shoving it in a cup with jelly candy, sort ya self out mate. chat shit get banged.

[dollribbons]

lmao idk who this anon is from tinder thinks he is butttt wtaf??? thats hella creepy. i hope ur ok. stay safe love xo

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[vulpesaureus]

@elvhen-mage replied to your photoset “yesterday i went to a escape game so i put together a closet phi...”

So pretty! <3 How did the game go?

thank you <33 it wasn’t as exciting as i expected, the clues were pretty silly and didn’t make much sense

[vulpesaureus]

@elvhen-mage replied to your post “btw juzo was definitely going to confess his love for munakata”

My mind was screaming "He'll admit he's violently gay for him!!"

and then munakata hit him with a rubber katana and spilled ketchup all over him hahhaha that munakata is such a dork

[vulpesaureus]

@holyhikari replied to your photoset “a preview of the daiken shoot we did today ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) me as ken and...”

AAAai meu deusssss ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ arrasarammmmmm!!

obrigadaaaaa!!! <3 fiquei feliz com a quantidade de gente que se emocionou por ter cosplayers de digimon no evento

@elvhen-mage replied to your photoset “a preview of the daiken shoot we did today ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) me as ken and...”

YOU TWO ARE SO CUTE AND PRETTY I WILL SCREAM ABOUT THIS FOR TENTHOUSAND YEARS

THANK YOU!!!!! i’ll scream for years too i’ve always wanted to cosplay the otp

[vulpesaureus]

elvhen-mage replied to your post “[[MOR] elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to...”

Yeah bottling up your feelings is never good, not in any life situation. I used to not only hide my feelings at a point in my life, I also hid a huge part of who I am. But thaaaat's an entirely different story (lmao I'm not even that old but I have like tenthousand stories about my past what the fuck I feel like a granny.) I guess it's normal to feel like things could've been different and as if you missed a chance.

elvhen-mage replied to your post “[[MOR] elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to...”

No one can say if that would've been the case, the only thing we can do is make the best of the present. And who knows, maybe you'll look back one day and be glad you "just" remained friends. Because maybe one day you'll not only have this great friendship but also someone who sweeps you off your feet even more and the feelings are mutual. I know that sounds super absurd at the moment haha. But I'm glad you finally managed to get it off your chest.

elvhen-mage replied to your post “[[MOR] elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to...”

I'm happy that you've got friends you have such a strong bond to, of course you shouldn't break that. And it's really great that nothing changed between you two. Sure it hurts because it's not quite what you wanted but you also didn't lose anything. As long as the people in your life make you happy it's fine <3 And thank you for your kind words, you're such a huge cutie! You're so loveable yourself! I'm very happy to know you <33 

yea there’s no telling what could have been, maybe one day i’ll find someone else or maybe i’ll be a crazy cat lady which is also a good option, i’ll just need a big house to adopt every cat i see. and dogs too. maybe some goats. and you’re the cutie here <3 really, thank you for all your support, i’m also happy to know someone as kind as you <33

[vulpesaureus]

elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to your post...”

Of course it's hard to move on if you've loved someone for 10 years. Yeah I'm a big fan of punching my feelings back where they came from lmao. Idk I shouldn't have fucked up by confessing. I knew I wasn't even her type, I should've given up when I found out. But no I am a stupid darn idiot and had to ruin everything with a confession. Well, she's found someone now and I'm happy that she's happy.

@elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to your post...”

I'm partially over it but still I sometimes catch myself getting sad and wishing to be someone else... Oh well, anyway, I'm happy you two are staying good friends! And I don't think you have to distance yourself as long as you can take it. However if you catch yourself hurting a lot and can't get over it at all it'd probably be better to reduce the contact for a while. But it sounds like you two are handling this pretty well, I'm glad!

@elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to your post...”

Sure it'll be really hard to get over feelings for someone you see often. But I wish you the best to keep a wonderful friendship! It lasted this long already so I'm positive it'll stay like this for you. You have all my best wishes for anything you'll do! And if you ever need to dump your feelings onto someone I'll welcome you with open arms lmao

@elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to your post...”

I'm talking too much holy crap I'm so sorry omg

please don’t apologize you’re the sweetest omg thank you <3 and please don’t beat yourself up over that, at least you were honest, if you hadn’t confessed maybe you’d have ended up like me and bottled it up for 9 years and i do not recommend that at all. i know it was probably hopeless from the beginning but i can’t help feeling like if i hadn’t waited so long to confess things might have been different..... but i’m glad i got it out of my chest, i felt much better after confessing even though i got rejected lmao and don’t blame yourself if she didn’t feel the same way, feelings are a stupid thing and they don’t make any sense, just because she didn’t have feelings for you doesn’t mean there’s anything wrong with you or that if you were someone else it would have been any different. you’re wonderful and worthy of being loved just the way you are thank you so much for your support <3 i don’t plan on giving up her friendship, i don’t think i could even if i wanted, the bond i have with my friends from that time is something i could never break nor would i even want to

[vulpesaureus]

@elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to your post “@elvhen-mage replied to your post...”

10 years wow, you seem to be a very loyal person. I'm very sorry it didn't work for you. She doesn't know what she's missing then. It's been really similar for me too though. It was only two years but boy I was head over heels. We were flirting but it was just joking for her. But the day after I confessed and she dumped me, she gave me a kiss to "confirm if she had any feelings for me" and I ??? ????? And then she reduced our contact drastically. Good job me, you idiot.

ok this got more cheesy than i expected so i’ll put it under a cut

i’m a cursed person that’s what i am like honestly, it’s been 10 fucking years?? can i move on already??? feelings are so stupid who invented them?? and man that sounds pretty shitty like “lemme kiss you and then disappear” wtf at least my crush still talks to me, and tbh i’m really glad we can still be good friends despite everything. i just came back from my hometown after spending a month there and it would be the first time i’d see her often after i confessed and i was afraid she’d be uncomfortable around me but she’s pretty chill, we even went to a restaurant just the two of us and we talked a lot about a lot of things and it made me really happy that we can still get along without my feelings getting in the way, but it’d be lying if i said it wasn’t still a little overwhelming.... her friendship is really important to me and i really don’t want to distance myself from her but everytime i see her i know my feelings won’t go away anytime soon even though i know it’s hopeless