#embryh

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Every time I start to think about maybe possibly perhaps having my own biological child one day, I see one of those "first time Mommy!" videos and then I go right back to "HAHA NEVER"

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You ever stare into the abyss (Facebook public comments) too much and get horribly depressed by how hateful and bigoted way too many people are, and then settle in with the nice gut-punching thought of "my mom could've written any of these comments"?

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Every time I think about maybe talking to my mom again I see another post about how the project 2025 GOP fascists are going to make anyone with a uterus an unwilling broodmare and once again I feel like I could happily never speak to my mother again.

[embryhallowed]

So much can change in such a short time. Not so long ago, I was happy, comfortable in the fact that I was a good person, confident in my ability to make smart and thoughtful choices, and though I’d made more than enough mistakes in my life, I had no regrets.

Now I feel like a massive fuck up, like I’m becoming a shitty person, like I can’t trust my own judgement on anything anymore. And I have so many regrets.

I’ve been living my worst nightmare for over a year now. I want to wake up; isn’t it time to wake up?

[embryhallowed]

Ya ever just stop and think about how great it is to not be sober?

[embryhallowed]

I still love you, but I also kind of hate you sometimes. I appreciate the ability to be happy now and again, but when exactly does the sadness stop?

[embryhallowed]

Where the hell did I put my phone?

- prancingpitfiend at least twice a day

[embryhallowed]

We apologize for the influx of David Bowie

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