Reflection
It’s kind of weird looking back here. It’s kind of like a land of broken dreams. I had so much high hope to make a spinoff like I always claimed I would, but it never happened. Sometimes, I feel like I would be a good creative director, but not much else, because I can’t finish any idea I spring into creation.
I like to think if Emerald were real as an art piece, he would take sanctum or peace in this message, as while he still might always be made to identify as me, and I might still draw or use him from time to time, it sets him free from the project that I bound him to. The project that will never go complete.
It brings me sadness knowing that nothing ever came from Emerald’s Macrocosm, just like most of my ideas. I have so many. My ADHD is impossible to work with, I can barely do school work. Despite this, I may never likely be able to animate, but I can definitely write still, so I may end up writing episodes, despite them never ending up as something else. Thanks for listening, whoever happens to read this. I would love to talk with someone just as a friend, so feel free to message me. I’ve seen random people see my posts sometimes, and it feels nice to connect when I feel a little down.