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[misskylieasher]

Hospital || Emden

The only problem was, she wasn't mentally healing. She was broken, and she was begging for death. Which was why they put her into a coma, that lasted for a week. Once they gave her the antidote, they'd monitor her closely for a day or two, get her to talk to the therapist, Emilie, whoever else she wanted to see, and then determine if she was better off put into another one. 

Before she opened her eyes, she could hear Emilie. How long had it been since she had seen her love? A month, maybe. Definitely two or three weeks. Too long. Far, far too long. When her eyes slipped open, the first thing she noticed was how numb she felt. The drugs they had given her were strong enough to numb the pain that was all over her body, leaving her, herself, numb. Staring at the ceiling, she identified the other voices, which were outside the room. Emilie, her sister, her mother. Some others she didn't know. A nurse appeared in her view and she recoiled away, squeezing her eyes shut again. There was no where to go, restraints were on her wrists, keeping her on the bed. 

The nurse touched Hayden's forehead, before turning to go get Emilie. If Hayden could see herself, she'd be horrified. Dead-eyed, bald, bandaged, bruised. Tubes all over, feeding her, helping her breath, monitoring her. She only tilted her head when she heard Emilie come in, her eyes following the other girl.

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Sophie you little shit I don't know if you're on or whateves but charge your phoneeeee

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Soooophhhhh wherever you may beeeee

wanna do Iv/Annie?

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Break me || Drabble || @Emilieroman

I don't like her, not like that. I certainly don't love her. I don't love anyone, besides from my sister. It's just me. I don't need anyone, and I don't want anyone else in my life. It's just more people to protect, more people to keep out of Snow's harm. I can't do it. It's too much. These were the thoughts that ran through Hayden's head as she pulled into the train station, after yet another week at the Capitol. She was so sore and achy and in pain, she needed to have a bath and drink wine and cry herself out. 

Getting off the train, the first person Hayden saw was Emilie. She looked so happy to have her home again. Hayden couldn't do it. She wouldn't. "I'm done," She said, walking straight past her. She didn't want to see the look on her face, because she'd burst into tears. Yet, she knew Emilie was following her silently, waiting for some explanation when they were free from the town square. 

As soon as they reached the courtyard of the victor's village, Hayden flipped around to look at her, already feeling the tears coming on. "God, Emilie, you're so stupid! Do you not know how dangerous it is? To be hanging around me all the time? What do I have to say to get it through your thick scull!" She said, feeling the tears flowing down her cheeks almost immediately. "You're just another person I have to protect now, because I care to much. But this is it. I'm done caring about you, and I'm done talking to you, I'm just done. We're done. Whatever kind of.. relationship, we had, was over. No one understands what I'm going through, no one will ever understand, and having you pretend to listen and understand and care is even worse!" 

Letting out a sob, she turned around on her heels, marching towards her house. "I'm always going to be fucking alone. I grew up alone, and I'm going to die alone. Don't come around me again." And with that she entered her home and slammed the door shut, locking it behind her. What was it she was feeling? Heartbreak. But she wouldn't admit it to herself. She didn't love Emilie Roman. They were just fuck buddies, that's all. But why did it practically kill her to have said those things? Why did she want to go running back to her, begging for her forgiveness? Screaming through her teeth, she broke down, sobbing into her hands.

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Comfort me || Drabble || @Emilieroman

It was the middle of the night, and Hayden was staring around her bedroom. This was the second night they were spending together, and Hayden knew better than to fall asleep. If Emilie woke up to check on her, she'd pretend to be asleep. But the minutes went by, and Emilie didn't wake, until it was close to the morning and the sun was just starting to rise.

It started with a little whimper coming from Emilie's mouth, that Hayden knew the poor girl was having a nightmare. Her finger slipped underneath her shirt, and she started to draw little shapes and circles and designs onto Emilie's smooth skin, trying to soothe her.

"You're okay," she whispered, even though the other girl didn't hear her- not until she woke up and started to break down, that is. Immediately, Hayden pulled her into her arms, tucking her in against her own chest. "You're okay, beautiful. I promise it was just a dream," She whispered, gently rocking both of them back and forth, back and forth. This was new territory too, comforting someone. It wsn't something she did before. "It wasn't real, and it's over now. I promise. I'm here and I'll protect you from anything bad and no one is going to harm you, never again," Where was this coming from? This need to protect this beautiful girl in her arms? Swallowing down the panic inside of her, she focused on getting the other girl to calm down instead, continuing on even when she did stop crying.

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Rooftops in the Capitol have the best views. There's something about being able to see the contrasts.

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A little plan || Annie & Emilie

Would this get her into trouble? Annie seriously hoped not. But rooting through files within the President's mansion was probably not going to go down well if she was caught. Having managed to escape one night when she and Finnick were supposed to be learning about showing emotions, Annie had found the details of the still living Victors. She just needed someone other than Finnick and Mags to talk to.

When she knew everything would have been safe, she had called Emilie, the Victor of the last games Annie watched, pretending to work for Snow and claiming that it was serious. With a positive response, the newer Victor sat and waited in the place she had claimed to be an official meeting place. She didn't know if the other girl would show, but she hoped so. She needed this.

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Time together || Emilie & Hayden

Hayden raised an eyebrow as she heard a knock on her door, wondering who it was. She wasn't in the mood to deal with people right now- she was all comfy. "What?" She huffed from her spot on the couch, before calling out, "Hang on!" Getting up, in a baggy sweater and leggings, she went to the door. Shoving a bit of food in her mouth, she opened the door, raising a brow. "And what is it you need from me, Pretty? I'm a tad bit busy being lazy and you caught me during dinner..." She said once the food was swallowed. Hayden knew it was getting late, but she didn't want to sleep, so this was an excuse to keep her up.