What you wanted, idk maybe it was. I know that’s not what you said but there must have been a part of me that heard that. Maybe all of this is my fault. Because I gave you space to figure out how you were feeling, but maybe that was the worst thing for me to have done. I hate to think this way but maybe you thought about everything and think the same thing about me as do. Maybe your perspective of me has changed. Maybe all the little negative monsters in my head aren’t just in my head. Maybe someone said something to you. Idk I wish I knew what I had done wrong so I could fix it. I just wish I knew. I wish we could go back to being us and not just you and me. But the negative monsters in me head say that it will never happen and that it’s all my fault. Please prove them wrong. Please prove me wrong. Prove to me that it’s not all my fault. Please...