I'm scared of getting hurt but I'm more afraid of hurting others
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I'm scared of getting hurt but I'm more afraid of hurting others
I hate these thoughts I get in my head. They eat away at my happiness making me second guess everything. I wish they would just go away, oh well I guess
So much time has passed. It’s hard for me to comprehend just how much has changed. I feel like I don’t even recognize myself sometimes. Life just feels like its stuck on fast forward and won’t ever slow down. I envy everyone’s ability to happily accept change, but I feel like I’m drowning.
Fml my double pisces ass crying over my coworker’s insanely gorgeous cheese platter right now.
Nobody seems to give a fuck nowadays...
They say there are more opportunities for me. They say take the chances. They say you'll do well. But I can't seem to see what they see. Where should I stand in the world flooded by lights. Where do I stand where I can shine bright.
My screen saver cause lort knows I need to remind myself that, although things aren't at their best in the moment, it will be okay, and I will be okay. I will be more than okay.
Here I am giving all that I am to a black hole, you are a vampire, never satisfied, always seeking more and giving nothing in return. Tell me why do I stay, when my gut tells me, run, run, as far as you can go. You have taught me to be small, that I am too much for you, you said I was a burden, a weight too heavy to carry, a manifestation of your fears, always too much, and never enough. I was a flower, longing for water, and you were a drought.
—Josey Flowers 🌺