My sibling said something so sweet yesterday on call and I miss them so much
There is nobody who understands me like them, when I think of us I see that one picture that was hung up over our shared bed in my grandma's house where we are both little tiny angels and we are smiling and we are happy because we are together and that is just us
They know I am soft inside, they know I can be pissy and bitchy and that is a part of me just like how I can be confident and extroverted but the soft gooey part that is often so melancholic and heavy stays hidden to most but never to them. Mo always knows my thoughts without having to say them out loud. He knows me as deeply as himself.
I didn't want to cry today but the heavy winter sky is weighing down on me and while I struggle to breathe I know he is there for me no matter how far we are.
Mo if you see this I miss living in the room next to you, going to school together and spending my breaks with you and your friends when I didn't have them
I know this is part of growing up, your siblings moving away and we all have our own lives :') and I am happy about that, too!! But I do also miss you so much and I hope we see each other soon again <3
