#emptywithout

[emptywithout]

I’m going to be a busy girl...

[mittensmorgul]

Hey mittens! I have a new friend on tumblr who is struggling. She wants to be a writer but her fics aren't being seen. She's frustrated. She wants to give up. I've given her the best advice I can give. I'm a small blog but I keep writing all the time. Trying to give her advice, but not sure what else I can do. She's in her mid twenties, lives at home, doesn't have a job or a car but desperately wants to. She's stuck and needs help. What else can I do and what advice would you give? Thank you!

Heck, I have no idea. D:

Write good? >.>

(haaaaa three hours after I started typing this, with the intent of replying privately, I’ve officially invested too much time in it not to post it… under a cut for length, and because I have officially run out of mental energy and real-world time for dealing with it for today…)

I mean, I see advice all the time on how to get seen/noticed around here, and half the advice conflicts with the other half. It’s hard to even guess what worked for anyone sometimes.

There’s networks she could join (I have no idea how networks work, and I’ve been here nine years, so someone who actually uses networks would probably be better to ask about how to do that, but I do know that the point of them is for a group of people to see/reblog member works, so that might help her get noticed).

There’s also things like Profound Bond and Writers of Destiel. These are discord groups, but they both have a tumblr presence (especially @profoundnet which she could look into.) They run challenges, have a really vibrant community over on discord with hundreds of members, and regularly reblog member works on tumblr.

Plus, making friends, working with beta readers or other writing partners will help find new friends and followers who will help spread her works, too. Volunteering to beta read when a “bigger” writer puts out a call can also help– not only in building friendships with other authors but also gaining experience with writing as well as editing.

Interacting with other authors on tumblr, reblogging their work and commenting– even if it’s just “OH GOSH I LOVE THIS” kind of stuff– ESPECIALLY with other “smaller writers” and thereby spreading the word around about each other’s writing will help grow up a community around all of you.

None of us started out popular, you know? And “popularity” is definitely a relevant term. When I started writing fic, I lucked into a situation that I attempted to recreate with the Christmas collaboration thingy I ran, but ouch that proved to be way more work than I really had the time or energy for. I’d be happy to help others run that type of collab and offer advice, but heck if I’ll ever do one myself again. :P

A lot of fic challenges are a good way for new writers to get noticed, too. There’s a TON of challenges out there. Now, something like the DCBB or one of the other larger and more established challenges might not be the easiest place for a newbie writer to cut their teeth. There is A LOT that goes into challenges that newbies are just not prepared for (rules, deadlines, etc., because knowing how to write, edit, and post on a concrete deadline where others are relying on you to know what you’re doing without needing an undue amount of help from the mods isn’t something you want to learn on the fly in a high-pressure situation like that… there’s an assumption when signing up for something like the DCBB or the Pinefest that in doing so, a writer is CERTAIN that their skills– including TIME MANAGEMENT and the ability to collaborate with an artist and follow all the rules (YES, ALL OF THE RULES) and meet every deadline– are up to the task.

So, that said, I’d highly recommend some of the other smaller, more laid-back fandom challenges. There’s new ones popping up all the time, and a lot of them are geared toward specific types of fic (canon fic, certain tropes, etc.), so there’s a built-in audience for their work. Not to mention that in smaller challenges there’s actually more room for exposure, and not having your work drowned in a flood of hundreds of other long works, potentially many of them by already established authors, coming out in the same time period. Readers are literally spoiled for choice in those situations, and an “untested” author posting a 20k+ fic might fall by the wayside while “guaranteed thing” authors works get more attention, you know? Readers have a limited amount of time they can commit to reading, and with SO many choices available, are actually more likely go for the “tried and true” author they’re already familiar with before investing in an unknown author. Profound Bond is just starting the @casdeanflipfest, for example, with a smaller wordcount minimum, and therefore a more reasonable length work for readers to take a risk on an author they’re not familiar with. I might not have time, as a reader, to invest in every 60k fic that crosses my dash, but I will drop everything to read a 5k fic for half an hour, you know?

There’s also event-specific tags that offer opportunities to be seen by a wider audience. For example, for the last few days, the DCBB folks have been encouraging folks to tag Valentine’s Day themed works #dcvday. This is a very laid-back and casual way to put your works out to an audience who’s looking for exactly that type of thing, you know? Other situation-specific tags like this happen frequently (like Dean’s birthday fic, or the Destiel Anniversary fic, or holiday fic, for example).

There’s also fic collections. For example, right now the @destieltropecollection is collecting fics for this year’s lists: http://destieltropecollection.tumblr.com/post/182800717844/destieltropecollection-destiel-trope-collection. If you have fic that fits into any of these tropes, fill out the form and submit them to be added to the masterpost. They’ll be posted in May, a different trope’s list each day. People looking for that specific trope will have a handy list, and you can reach a whole new audience that way. :)

Take writing prompts, if that’s something you’re comfortable doing. People with cute lil fic ideas will LOVE you for fleshing out their ideas and turning them into something beautiful. Or GIVE writing prompts to other authors who accept them. You never know what sort of creative collaboration that might spark. If you have a fic idea based on someone’s post, by all means TALK TO THAT PERSON! Express your excitement about their idea, ask if it’s okay to turn their little headcanon or writing prompt into a longer fic, and I can almost guarantee that the original poster will be THRILLED.

Take fan art as writing prompts, as well! As much as authors Die Of Squee if an artist is inspired to draw something from one of our fics, ARTISTS ARE EQUALLY FILLED WITH SQUEE if you’re inspired to write fic based on their art. Just, if you do this, please please PLEASE actually communicate privately with the author or artist in question before you do anything with it. Make it clear you’re writing out of love for their thing, and not in a selfish grab for attention, you know? Otherwise it feels a little too much like stealing. It’s a fine line, but it’s all a matter of perception to everyone involved. That communication and collaboration is key.

That said, I think 99% of it all is pure luck. But because of that first challenge I did, the next fic I posted was (miraculously!) reviewed by destielfanfic, which I don’t think is the sort of exposure most authors get on their first long fic… This was also early 2015, when there was a sort of Boom Market for fic, and I don’t even think the atmosphere for fandom is still exactly the same, you know? It feels a lot more decentralized, and a lot of the “big writers” from back then have left the fandom entirely, or else don’t write much at all anymore.

But fandom is a cyclical thing like that. People come and go, popularity rises and falls. I think my best advice is to develop friendships with people who are in that same general region of that arc as you are, you know? Build a community, support each other.

I see bitter posts all the time about how “popular” people don’t want to support newcomers, and “elite cliques” of folks are conspiring to hold on to their popularity by keeping others down, and that’s just bullshit. The little group of people I generally hang in tumblr circles with have been my friends for years, at this point. Most of us are kinda stunned that we’re all still around, you know? We all showed up around the same time, and went through these sorts of struggles together. We’re still here, and most of us recognize that we’re only considered “popular” at all by attrition. We survived while other folks rage-quit the show or the fandom. I know that’s not a particularly encouraging-sounding bit of advice, but that’s literally how the vast majority of us got recognized. We just… didn’t quit.

I was blogging on this dumb site for four years before anyone really started to notice me. (and I still know that the perception of my personal popularity FAR outweighs my actual popularity, you know? I’m not one of the elite 1% of writers around here, and I know it, and I’m perfectly fine with that. I don’t post long fic serially, and that shows in my total hit counts on AO3. Serial posting artificially inflates hit counts, and keeps works at the top of the results page week after week, and I’d personally just rather post a complete fic to stand on its own. But that’s a dilemma for another post.) Then again, I started out mostly reading meta and squealing about the show, occasionally commenting, asking questions, or adding my thoughts to posts. I learned the lay of the land, so to speak (who was receptive to these sorts of additions and conversations starting on their posts and who wasn’t, and the social conventions surrounding it all), while lurking and not even really trying to get noticed. I made friends with people before I ever started writing fic.

(but I also have a background in original fiction writing, so I already knew quite a lot about author culture in general, and had a lot of experience writing myself before I started to write fic, which likely helped me personally quite a bit. I was able to jump into writing chat groups and had a bit of writing cred even before I published a single fic, because I’d been writing original novels and had already cultivated a group of “Professional Author Friends,” participated in writing critique groups (which comprise Alpha and Beta Reading in fanfic writing circles), and therefore knew how those social circles functioned, you know? I mean, some of the authors from my “Professional Author Friends” circle, who I’ve been friendly with for more than a decade now, have gone on to Big Things in Publishing. And clearly I never did… aah health crises that knocked me off that train. But I realized I’m happier writing fic, without all the pressures that come from professional publishing, so I still consider it a personal win. But I was able to take a lot of that knowledge and experience with networking and building communities with me and transfer it to fandom, so I know my experience is not everyone’s experience.)

I think the main key thing is to create that sort of community. A lot of new writers go directly to the perceived “most popular” authors in fandom, as if they somehow held the key to understanding how to become more popular, or expecting the “popular” bloggers to “pay it forward” and give them a hand up (whether it be through asking questions or reblogging their fic posts, beta reading for them or whatever it may be). But even there, there’s a limit to pretty much everyone’s time, in a real-life sort of fashion. The more popular or widespread an author’s works become, the more up and coming writers will also see their work, and I get how people want to hitch themselves to that, you know?

Not to mention, most of us are entirely baffled by being thought of as popular writers. And again, I’m still sort of on the fringe of that kind of Big Fandom Popularity myself, and still kinda baffled as to how I got here.

But we’re all just people, with limited amounts of time to engage with other people, and a limited number of spoons in our respective drawers for social engagement. I do TRY to do what I can, but between beta reading for my already-established writing buddies (which I still only have limited time for, I AM SO SORRY ELMIE I SEE THE THINGS AND WANT TO READ THE THINGS BUT I CAAAAAAAN’T AND I’M MAD ABOUT IT OKAY?!), and still want to engage with current canon and write and read meta about it, and still want to actually write my own fic, not to mention helping to run the Pinefest (even though Cass does the bulk of the behind the scenes work, I take on a lot of the day to day general upkeep of it all) and still have to engage with reality and my human family that I live with and like… pay my bills and cook dinner and all that boring shit, not to mention coping with those chronic illnesses that knocked me off the Professional Paid Writer train in the first place… it’s not easy to balance out, you know?

It’s not so much a function of “I got mine, so screw you.” I just needed to make that clear, since I’ve seen that sentiment bandied about recently (again), and it’s just insulting. I think the main takeaway here is that Fandom is a Baffling Ordeal, and the key to winning in any way is to build up a community around yourself. If you want to achieve success as a writer, push yourself to write better. Find people you trust to beta read for you. And maybe most importantly, never “promote” your own work with negativity.

I see way too many writers who add notes to their work like, “ugh this is probably terrible.” Just… never do that. Have confidence in yourself, love your own writing, or at least present it with enthusiasm, if you ever expect anyone else to take that risk and read your words, you know?

So really? It boils down to perseverance, networking, and putting in the work to become the best writer you can, with no small portion of sheer luck. There’s no secret magical formula to success, aside from building a community that makes you happy. I’ve discovered that people are really attracted to happiness and positive energy, you know?

Heck I’m worn out just from spending five hours on this post now, in between Real Life Adulting I needed to take care of for an hour. I hope it all makes sense, but I’m gonna go surf my dash for a while and hopefully recover enough brain power to do the rest of the stuff I need to today D:

[impala-dreamer]

BEKA! I got home from work and totally binged all of your drabbles! (I think I missed some, though, there are so many!) They are so good, omg! What a great thing to come home to! Wholly crap girl, seriously. You are amazing and I love your stories. Thank you so much for all of your hard work and effort for all that you give us. And you give us so much. You so totally rock!

[wilwheaton]

Thank you for speaking up about your mental health. It has made me accept mine and work on it even harder. Loved you for a long time sir. Thanks for continuing to be a good human being :)

Hey! Good for you!! I remember how scary and intimidating it was to seek help at first, and I want you to know that your whole existence is going to vastly improve as you get into treatment and take care of yourself.

Please check in with me in a couple of weeks, and let me know how you’re doing!

[butiaintgonnaloveem]

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Yeah. Well, my humor doesn’t always work, but I am damn glad it did with that story. And all the love and admiration to Nash for even getting me thinking with that part of my brain and for letting me join the shenanigans.

[spnfamilybirthdays]

One More Thing

Hey @emptywithout, Happy Birthday!  Lots of love from your SPN Family!

You sighed, looking at the dishes that had piled up in the sink.  Sam and Dean had treated you very nicely for your birthday, making you all your favorites while insisting that you relax.  It was all delicious and you appreciated it, but now you only dreaded cleaning up.

The Winchesters weren’t the cleanest chefs.

Before you could even get your hands wet under the water, Sam was turning you around.  “You don’t need to do dishes, Y/N,” he said, pulling you away from the counter.  “Dean’s got it.  Come on, I’ve got one more thing for us to do before the night is up.”

You followed Sam down the hallway, unsure of where he was going to take you.  He gave you one last smile over his shoulder before taking your hand in his, leading you up the stairs.

He pulled you away from the bunker door, beginning to walk through the trees nearby.  “Sam...” you said, wondering what was going on.

“Shh, Y/N,” Sam replied, continuing to walk.  You sighed, but let him lead you through the trees.  Your hand tightened slightly in his, secretly loving the way your fingers fit together so nicely.

After just a few minutes, the trees opened up into a clearing.  In the middle of the clearing was a blanket and some pillows, a basket sitting on one corner.

You froze, heart beating hard.  “I know how much you like looking at the stars,” Sam started, his voice shy.  “I thought we could just, you know.  Sit.”

You couldn’t hold back the smile on your face.  You nodded and followed Sam’s lead, sitting on the ground.  As smoothly as Sam’s awkward limbs could handle, he held his arm out for you to snuggle into.  You went willingly, letting your head rest on Sam’s shoulder.

As your eyes moved to the heavens, seeing thousands of stars above your head, Sam kissed your hair.  “Happy Birthday, Y/N.”

Happy birthday from @just-another-busy-fangirl

[themegalosaurus]

emptywithout replied to your photoset “Used goods, aw man (Jared on S13 at SDCC 17)”

Sam thinks Dean hates him? Is this what Jared was saying?

I mean judging by past SDCC comments Jared’s thoughts on the new season tend to be quite literally drawn from particular scenes in the early episodes, so I’m imagining something like

DEAN: *appears in doorway with gun, aims at Jack* All right, devil-spawn, prepare to meet your maker.

SAM: *steps in front of Jack* Dean, wait. He’s a kid.

DEAN: What the hell, Sammy? This “kid” has Lucifer frickin’ pumping through his veins.

SAM: Yeah? I got demon blood in me. You gonna shoot me, too?

[emptywithout]

Emptywithout Masterlist

Most of these are drabbles…And starting at the top are the first ones I ever wrote. Going further down are my most recent ones.  Hope you enjoy! (I left off a handful, due to them being very very short, or just…not that good)

Not Included: Sam’s Fear, Purple Haze, The Way You Breathe, or Sam’s Problem. They are all longer multichapters and I will make separate masterlists for those. (Although Skin and Bones is included)

Tags: If it isn’t labeled, it’s angst. ALL SHIPS SHOULD BE TAGGED!!! If I missed one, PLEASE tell me and I’ll fix it!

Wow, apparently I’m super angsty…

Sam’s Perspective (12x12 coda) - this has some destiel in it (kissing, nothing graphic), but it’s really all about Sam.

Sam’s Revenge (12x13 coda) - Scene happens moments after Mary revealed she was working with the BMoL.  After Sam mentions his torture and she doesn’t seem to care.

Sam Defends his Choice (12x14 coda) Sam tells Dean why he chose to join the BMoL

Sam’s Secret Meeting - Sam tries something new with Rowena

Sam’s Heart - Sam is having a hard time with some things

Sam’s Vision - With the return of Dagon and Asmodeus, Sam’s visions and psychic abilities begin to return.  

Sam & Eileen - little scene about them getting together

Sam’s Hell - Here’s what might happen if the boys get drunk and a small incident pulls back painful memories of Sam’s time in the cage.  Sam finally shares with his brother what happened…

Sam’s Brother - Happens after 12x13 and before 12x14 after Sam & Dean talk with Mary.

Sam’s Love - super short. Describing his love (no one in particular)

Sam’s Dream - (I got the letter “D” from @ravenangel33’s ABC thing-a-ma-jig!)  I knew I wanted to create a Dream situation…hope you enjoy!! :)

Sam’s Peace - super short. I gave Sam a dog!

Sam’s Confession - funny! (a short drabble for @ravenangel33‘s ABC Challenge!  I picked C- confession, and this immediately popped into my head!) :)

Sam’s Secret - Sam’s dealing with something, and he never plans on telling anyone

Sam’s Determination - Don’t mess with powers!sam when it comes to Dean (short)

Sam’s Wish - Sam hopes for something important (short)

Sam’s Thoughts - Sam thinks he’s evil

Sam’s Loss - Sam loses very important things

Sam’s Despair - Sam just doesn’t care

Sam’s Ghost - Here is Sam’s POV after he was killed at Cold Oak…

Sam’s Nightmare - Sam has a bad dream. Dean’s there to listen.

Sam’s Panic - Sam has a panic attack

Sam’s Headache - Sam has a bad headache

Sam’s Grief - a pile of angsty words

Sam’s Nest - NO angst this time, just Sammy being Sammy :)

Sam’s Addiction - Sam never stopped sucking demon blood

Sam’s Cough - Not angsty at all. Just a snippet of regular life in the bunker when they aren’t hunting or saving the world.

Sam’s Sadness - Sadness, sad!sam, supportive!dean

Sensory Deprivation - NOT SAM! THIS IS A DEANXREADER SMUT(ish) STORY!!!

Jared’s Surprise - it’s Jared’s birthday and no one remembers…or do they?

Sam’s Little Secret - Sam’s doing things…

Sam’s Potato - yes, you read that right…

The Argument (part 1) - the brothers have an argument

The Argument (part 2) - still arguing

Sam’s Panic (I guess I wrote two and gave them the same name…oops) Sam has another panic attack

Sam’s Conversation (13x12 coda) - Sam and Rowena talk

Sam’s Guilty Pleasure - Sam likes more than salads…

Sam’s Guilty Pleasure (part 2)

Nightmares in the Bunker - Sam keeps having nightmares, and doesn’t want to tell Dean

Alone - Sam’s been captured…now what?

Starting Again - Sam x reader - Y/N has self harmed after a long time of staying clean. How will Sam react when he finds out?

The Door

The Battle

The Backseat

The Fight

Even When it’s Cold (poem)

The Nothing (poem)

Strong (poem)

Whispering (poem)

Circle of Stones NOTHING BUT ANGST. This is horribly angsty and you probably shouldn’t read it. Because angst. Major character(s) death.

Brothers (poem)

Alone

Sammy (poem)

Beautiful A teeny tiny drabble-ette. This one is NOT angsty! (gasp!) It’s all fluffy this time!

Starting Again

8:00 Whiskey

Cool it, Winchester

What Sam Knows

The Curtain

Fading

Unexpected

Darkness

Darkness (part 2)

Darkness (part 3)

His Brother’s Voice short. angsty. be warned.

Where’s Dean?

Beautiful Dean x plus sized reader (not the same as the drabble above)

It’s About Time Destiel

Safe Now Wincest

Jackets and Bagels Sam x Reader

Jackets and Bagels (part 2)

Jackets and Bagels (part 3)

Jackets and Bagels (part 4)

Jackets and Bagels (part 5)

Sam’s Realization

The Last Day

Until the End

Not Over Yet

Jared’s Surprise - not angsty!!

Kiss Me Destiel

Sam’s Truth Wincest

Skin and Bones (part 1) Wincest

Skin and Bones (part 2) Wincest

Skin and Bones (part 3) Wincest

Skin and Bones (part 4) Wincest

Skin and Bones (part 5) Wincest

Skin and Bones (part 6) Wincest

Skin and Bones (part 7) Wincest

Skin and Bones (Part 8) Wincest

Skin and Bones (Part 9) Wincest

It’s Time to Say Goodbye - J2

Blur the Lines

Dean’s Legacy

I Think

Carry On

Sam’s Fight

Love is Love - wincest or destiel, depends on your perspective

Ash’s Adventures - Ash x reader

The Hole

Two Sentence Angst

A Day - A day in the life of Sam Winchester. Poem.

It’s Time - very short Sam angst

Waiting - brother angst

Punches - another very short brother angst

Never mind - very short Sam angst

Never Let Go - extreme brother angst (sad) very short

Sam Sleeps - brotherly love. cuteness. short

Playing Around - short J2 silliness

3:00 am - extreme angst. Extremely short. Brothers. Death?

Nightmares - Sam’s been having nightmares -drabble/short

Shadow - Sam angst. Short

Dear Dean - letter to Dean from Sam. Angst (duh)

Magic Touches - Sam x Rowena

Last Thing - extreme angst, brothers, super short (not wincest)

Good - dom!sam x reader (short)

Sam and Cas - angst, short, sam, dean, cas, (character death maybe?)

I think that’s it!! If you see double, or mistakes, or missed tags, let me know and I’ll fix it!!!