though already dressed for the party, dorothea lingers at his side — reluctant, it seems, to head off despite her promise to attend. while she knows his reasons for staying behind, there lingers a selfish pang of disappointment in knowing they would not be attending as a couple.
( nevertheless, she reminds herself they do not need to put themselves on display to prove their affection for one another, anyway. )
“will you be okay, ferdie?” her hand grazes against his lightly, eyes scanning his features for anything that might suggest otherwise before she sets something before him.
inspired by the gift he made her last yuletide, she presents to him a simple wooden box she’d gotten help whittling, crude as it may be compared to the music box he crafted for her. on its lid, a simple carved heart. and when opened, a golden compass sits atop velvet lining—a compass that he would recognize as the one belonging to the famed dominic castro. more precisely still, the exact compass dominic castro wore during the duet ferdinand once claimed to love.
“i’ll only be gone for an hour,” dorothea reassures him. “when i get back, i was thinking...maybe we could have dinner together?” she presses a light kiss to his cheek, her own face flushing faintly. “can you believe it’s almost been a year? we sang our first duet around this time. who knew we’d come this far?”
it had taken her a while to see ferdinand for the man he was. ironic for someone so versed in the great operas — she'd overlooked the foreshadowing that had always been there. the intertwined fates of the young girl and boy who met at the fountain that day, destined to never off shake off the memory of one another.
“happy valentine’s day, ferdie.” her blush deepens still. “thank you for waiting on me.”
he bore a moral onus that no one else would truly understand, but he believed it would be prudent to stay behind. was this stewardship? duty? her pinkie grazed the side of his—there came the fever. the vapors. he almost wants to go. it is a shame that he cannot, and that he will not, to save the feelings of one of his good friends.
"you are beautiful." he does not answer her question. it is not for him to answer, because he is not the right person to ask right now. "enjoy yourself as you are, my dear. not in my place, but just as yourself."
his fingers wrapped around this small delight like he might break it. with eyes possessed by light, Ferdinand Von Aegir smiled like this year was the last, and that he had not made the mistakes that he did. a gasp. apple cheeks too round, too sweet. "truly? you are giving this to me? Dorothea, this is invaluable!" there is only one! one compass in this entire world that sat heavy in Dominic Castro's pocket, on that stage, with the world's ears waiting for him to find direction. he was lucky to be a star by her side, but Ferdinand Von Aegir was luckier to make memories more intimate, still.
"what is North, if not you?" he declared shamelessly, not a line in the musical but a line he knew he would make if he were on that stage instead of Castro.
"I would tell you to take your time, as a gentleman's courtesy, but you know ought to know I crave your company. do come home soon." Ferdinand beamed the moment her lips met his cheeks.
there came the fever. the vapors. he almost wants to go.
a sheepish thrill of his index ran the prominent bend of her wrist joint. he blushed. the gesture itself is more modest than the highs of their last ball, but more bold than their time at Cupido Bash. how was it that she found him now, shyly drawing his gloved fingers down to the curve of her thumb? had his heart somehow retreated a little? not out of lack of love, but because he loved her in excess? "a year has passed, and your light is all the same to me. I have no doubt that that is a sign of my consistent devotion. how is it that it has only been a year?"
at her claim to his time, he playfully scoffed. "ha! is that not what courtship is? I shall wait on you obediently. buzzing as I usually do." even in this confidence, his face was a ripe red, as he swiftly realized that she had begun to color just as vibrantly.
"um." he cleared his throat. "if you continue to gaze at me like that, it will be difficult to let you go. please, do have mercy on my heart. the host is a friend is he not? go ahead, dear. and do take this along with you."
he clicked a chain of pearls around her wrist. "pearls from the shores of Aegir. when we took that trip, I had wanted to bring you back something from my home. there." he adjusted it just so, thumbing a pearl affectionately. "I knew it would fit. I have wrapped my fingers around your wrist so often that I swear I have it memorized."
"if you are my direction, allow me to be your home. all of Aegir's pearls are yours."
"happy Valentine's Day," he beamed, bringing her hand up to kiss her knuckles. "I shall see you soon."