They're coughing again, she thinks, fingertips brushing the outside of her pockets for the shape of a handkerchief. It sounds like it hurts.
It does, doesn't it? --sound like it hurts, that is. Maria is quiet as they smile the sort of smile that makes one sad, equally as steady, equally as unflinching, if in an entirely different manner. The boy who calls himself Yuri Leclerc reasons out the worst of himself, and though her heartbeat objects to them with each attentive thump, what she does instead is listen, and try her best to hear.
The handkerchief, when she fishes it out, is soft between her fingers.
"I don't think so," she answers, after a beat. Another passes, and though her gaze may waver, pulled at times by thought, it always returns to them.
"--do you wish someone did?" Rather than elaboration, a new question arrives with a slight cant of the head. Her lower lip pushes a bit against the upper, warbling the line of them with words still forming. "It sounds... lonely, to me." A pause, waiting to be filled with their reaction. "Or... you sound lonely to me. Wherever you are... you sound like it's cold." The corners of her mouth press, gingerly, against those of her eyes.
"So I'm glad. If warmth finds cold people, then I'm glad." The words are tricky on her tongue, copper and bleeding, a sharp scent without form. "...I think I would be a lot more sad if it was cold forever."
That is, of course, not to discount what they say to her. They say they've done plenty of cruel things, and she believes them; they say they've hurt a lot of people, that they'd hurt them again if given a second chance, and she believes that, too. Then he says that he would hurt her too, if he has to, and she thinks--
--that she would forgive them anyway, even if that might not be what they need to hear right now. They're warning her after all, and she listens; it's just that sometimes she chooses to be a fool anyway, because the world is better with them. (With fools? With the boy who calls himself Yuri Leclerc? Well, yes.)
If she moves now, it is not away from him, but toward, a hand wordlessly offering the handkerchief to him. "Whatever made you leave your name behind, whatever made you cold, you're here right now. I don't know whether I should be happy about it... so I'll decide if you ever tell me, okay? -- 'if you're happy here.'" A crease forms at the corners of her eyes, soft lines that aren't playful, not really, but offer a beat to breathe.
"But I'm happy that I met you. Even if you've done cruel things, you haven't forgotten how to be kind." A brief smile. "Even if it's cheeky sometimes. And even though you're cold, you're still a part of my warmth... probably so many more of them, too." Maybe he even wants to be good, by his own definition; she doesn't ponder it aloud. For one beat, and then a few more, Maria lapses into silence, searching for the feeling of what she's looking for.
"...Isn't it okay to just be a person?"