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tagged by @writingnodule, tagging @loghainmactir in turn

1. First ship you ever wrote fic for:

martin septim/m!hok. i had several tiny ficlets in my tumblr drafts for months. the first ship that i posted publicly was anora/f!cousland

2. Ship you write the most now:

oc/oc ships. occasionally oc/bethany or malcolm hawke things with squid, or our [redacted] rp

3. Ship you read the most now:

i dont read a whole lot of fic but my one headmate does. he likes mag7′s goonight/billy, and one specific valenwind author

4. Newest ship:

either [redacted] or bethany/varric

5. Rare ship you wanna read more of:

literally everything i ship is a rarepair in some fashion. some are bc they involve ocs and im too lay to write them myself, some are specific dynamics (anora/f!cous, martin/m!hok), some are just not that popular for varied reasons (molly/jester, malcolm/maurevar)

6. Your taboo ship:

ive got a lot of redacted-type ships that will never be talked about publicly. its not that im particularly ashamed of them, but, purity culture is too rampant. too many people running around who think if you consume fiction you automatically want everything in that work to happen to real-life people

also the longer i think about it the more im convinced molly/beau couldve been a great dynamic

7. They never met in canon ship:

f!cousland/bethany is my favorite

8. Your unexpected ship:

[redacted]. also bethany/varric

9. The ship you always forget to give love to:

literally anything not involving my ocs or malcolm tbqfh

10. Ship your OC with a canon character (if applicable):

newsflash asshole, ive been shipping my ocs with canon characters the entire goddamn time

11. Ship you’re embarrassed to ship:

sometimes i feel A Way about my eso protag/darien gautier, bc like, it feels cliche? kinda? like i can practically feel the specter of tumblr anons ‘oh *of course* you ship with *him* like *everyone else*’. i mean, ive never gotten any rude anons myself, but. you know how anxiety goes

12. Your most romantic ship:

hm. possibly either martin/m!hok (even though he and andraste, uh. didnt get anywhere close to a happy ending. theyre the tragic flavor of romantic), or sehris/bethany

13. Your sexiest ship:

me n squid get up a Lot of smutty rp, between [redacted] and sehris/bef

14. Your most tragic ship:

possibly martin/andraste as mentioned above

15. A ship you want more content for:

see question 5

#misc tag #endlessly screaming into the void #each [redacted] is multiple ships btw

so I finally watched the Everything Is Content ep with drawing beau and the result blew my mind so I also did a jester n a yasha n I'm super proud of myself. these are not the worst drawings in existence, probably. I did a good

#critical role tag #wonderful seed of joy and chaos #yasha tag #beau you beautiful disaster #endlessly screaming into the void #endlessly screaming in general

tagged by @loghainmactir to write the first 3 words that come to mind for each oc

jasper: sweaters, cabin, flamingo

maura: blue, shield, blood

viktel: spirit, shout, fur

sacha: tavern, lute, stone

maur: rocks, salt, travel

elliott: pristine, glow, silver

clara: pink, sparkle, parakeet

sorley: blue, beast, sigh

aodhan: light, streak, drop

ettie: faith, wait, gleam

sehris: grin, sword, flick

mia: leather, window, vanish

#misc tag #endlessly screaming into the void #jasper hawke #maura cousland #viktel trevelyan #sacha trevelyan #maur stormcrown #elliott shepard #clara ryder #sorley kent #aodhan kent #ettie jurard #sehris #mia stone

tagged by my boo, and im bored, so

rules: tag 20 followers you’d like to know better whoever the shit i can think of

gender: agender

astrological sign: aquarius

height: 5’5, which is apparently also my datemates height but i Know im taller than xir so

sexuality: short version: bi/queer aroace. long version: bi/queer aroflux (aro + demi-biromantic) gray/demisexual. im into enbies and trans men

hogwarts house: high fives for hufflepuff, my dude

fave animal: horses n manatees n cats

average hours of sleep: somewhere in the 8-12 range, usually

number of blankets: my current nest at home is at 4, but it gets up to 6 sometimes

where i’m from: virginia, us

dream trip: the one im on, which is to visit my lovely and perfect datemate @writingnodule. we’re also in the vague planning stages for a trip up to canada so one of my headmates + one of xirs can hang out w their partner in person, which i think would also be a fun trip for the rest of us

when i created this account: december 2016

why i created this account: i made a headcanon post about reading dorian pavus as a gay ace and i got griped at by an allo gay n his friends n i got so anxious at people being upset with me that i changed my name and moved here ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

tagging: well squid already tagged quinn and i dont have many friends to start with so my entire list is going to be @loghainmactir

#misc tag #endlessly screaming into the void

so at some point in modding f4 i lost several build menus, such as the entire wood tab and a lot of the wasteland+contraption workshop dlc menus

however, since i used them so rarely that i dont know how long theyve been gone... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#fallout tag #fallout 4 tag #magpie plays fallout 4 #endlessly screaming into the void #the loss of the wood tab would be more bothersome if i didnt have a build mod that adds /another/ set of wood-based pieces #dont have the prefab houses but it has basically everything from the wood tab just Better #the walls are nicer. i can put windows in homes. theres more variety to foundation blocks. and it has corner stairs #corner stairs! with hand rails!! my homes look so much nicer

wow I never actually Dealt With growing up neurodivergent did I

hah

yeah

#misc tag #endlessly screaming into the void #endlessly screaming in general #magpie talks mental health #which i mean as ive never fully processed the. uh. everything #which wow there was a Lot #for two whole decades i thought i was defective for having problems that nobody else did #not even broken- broken implies u were whole and then something happened to change that #defective? u were just That Way from the start. useless and worthless and easy to toss out #and like. i told myself that all through middle school. defective #bc I Had A Word For It. i wasnt like that on purpose; it was just how i was made #if ur purpose is to be disliked and overlooked bc everyone else is just naturally worth more than u it Cant Hurt.. Right #so i made a big deal out of being useful. and i still do #back in school i was good at english so people liked getting me to proofread their reports #and its part of why im so frustrated at being unemployed. im not balancing out the effort it takes for my parents to put up w me #and i try to help out squid at every opportunity but sometimes theres nothing i can do or my attempts fall flat #and theres a piece of me that says if i cant be useful why should xie keep me #like is it just me or is all this maybe a tiny bit fucked up

(pinging @loghainmactir bc u asked for malcolm n an oc and these are a bit long to all go in one post)

(also i did one for jasper ages ago so im going with a nerd i dont pay a lot of attention to on this blog anymore)

(& just in case: cw for brief mentions of csa below)

your fave is problematic: maur stormcrown

literal child

seriously who let a 19 year old be The Dragonborn

if this wasnt skyrim would she be legally old enough to drink

why is everyone okay with sending her out solo to face *gestures to the entirety of the game*

highly questionable morals

grave robbing? theft? murder? arson? all good and fun activities

has had this attitude since she was a fifteen-year-old guild thief in the imperial city, committing increasingly dangerous crimes to earn the approval of her sponsor in the guild, the one person keeping her from being utterly alone and destitute on the streets

will not harm beggars, children, or domestic animals, at any cost. usually the expense of property damage that people-not-her will have to pay for

wears an amulet of zenithar ironically. thinks “guild thief wearing symbols of the god who explicitly hates theft” is the pinnacle of comedy

will eat anything

antlers. grave dust. ectoplasm. raw eggs. raw hearts. gravel. just fucken grab a handful of rocks and e a t t h e m

is never sure if she has the right to be upset that her step-parents kicked her out, leaving her vulnerable to being targeted by a predator as a young teen, because that is definitely a reasonable punishment for an understimulated kid turning to petty theft for an intellectual challenge

cant actually use mortal magic

dragon soul that provides her with unfathomable amounts of potential to warp the fabric of reality to her will. cant make flames with her hands or do a simple healing spell

only came to skyrim because she was trying to outrun the guild after murdering her sponsor

thats not problematic at all, tbh, dude was a creep who kept a teenage girl as a human pet and definitely deserved it when she finally snapped and beat his ass

but seriously why is nobody concerned about this baby running around by herself

why are you routinely promoting her in the imperial army, she doesnt need a rank and title she needs therapy and a case with cyrodiilic child services

uses telekinesis to throw cabbages across whiteruns market district at 2 am and try to catch them with the same spell before they hit the ground

carries an impractical amount of knives

doesnt pay marcurio enough to deal with everything she drags him into

did not provide any explanation when she gave him mehrunes razor to replace his shitty steel dagger

#skyrim tag #endlessly screaming into the void #askbox meme reply #maur stormcrown #has been through a lot but u wouldnt know it from looking at her #she acts much like any other adrenaline junkie ud find in skyrim #'yeah sure lemme test this feather-fall spell by jumping off the college of winterhold bridge'#'ho shit theres two dragons. wanna see if i can take them both? no? too late im already shouting'#'how much cheese can i steal from that giant camp before any of them notice im there'#she just wants to have fun and occasionally help people #especially if helping people means she gets to rob and/or kill different people who have it coming

callout for @writingnodule

refuses to bless me after I sneeze, since I already sneezed like 5 times in 2 minutes and apparently used up all the politeness for today

#misc tag #endlessly screaming into the void #im dating a rude bastard #and i sneezed 3 more times after writing this