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[neweresth]

[p-redux]

You circkeled a white shirt, when the comment were he was wearing a Black shirt in the pick. I'm not a shipper, just saying.

Um, this isn't a white shirt. 👇 It's Tony walking with his back to the camera and the white that you see is Baby McGill hanging from the back of his father's shoulder. Tony is carrying him into his father-in-law's funeral. You say you're not a shipper, but you're just as blind. 🤷‍♀️

Now quit bugging me. Cait and Tony and THEIR son attended her father's funeral back in August 2022, no matter how many "weird sunglasses, white shirts, black shirts, fake baby, Sam was there in a dark wig" DELUSIONS you all spew. 🙄 End of.

[moodcolors]

2019 Wrap!

It's the end of the century! And I was really hoping to try and write a decade-ender piece. But scrap that, what do I know back at the start of this century I didn't know I entered.

Before I begin writing my yearly wrap, I always try to look at the notes I left for the previous year's wrap. And honestly, I still haven't been able to check all of those boxes of 2019 expectations. I wasn't better at handling my emotions. I still freaked out a lot of times, still burst into tears, or in anger or in laughter. I still think a lot about what other people think of me. I still stop myself to do things just because I am afraid of what people thinks of me. I still am not as healthy as I want myself to be.

But hey! I was able to go to new beaches, got time to learn watercolor. And even though I kept on thinking about what other people think, I still was able to go out of my comfort zone and do the masscomm stuff I've always wanted to do at work!!! I also got to try doing casual low-carb diet. And I failed several times, but I'm so eager to get up and try again next year.

I am thankful for this year. I don't have a hard life lesson this year, but I took a lot of steps to self-love. Once I turned 23, a lot changed. I started caring more about myself, my home, and my future. These are big steps for such a small flag in me. I am so glad I took those steps, and I sure hope they'd set my future to be a bit more bearable. My everyday will always be an adventure that will shape me to be a better version of myself.

Here are some of the most memorable moments of my 2019:

Got myself an insurance and my parents their own health cards! It's like a big step to adulthood for me.

Got to visit the following places:

Cagbalete, Quezon - The sand Bar was hella great!

La Union - So sad I didn't get to enjoy the falls but it was still a great place to spend the weekend in.

-Pangasinan - Got to pray at Our Lady of Manaoag Church and eat their puto calasiao!!!

Las Casas Filipinas de Acuzar - damn hella nice looking houses. Kinda want to get married here.

My brother got married and my first nephew was born!!! I love those three to bits.

I moved out of my place for a while and lived with my dad. It was weird for me at first, since I lived alone for 2 years. But I got used to it and I learned some life skills at their place.

Got transferred to a new team again (with a boss I'm thankful for) also learned a lot of new work things.

Got the opportunity to work from home. Also got myself a better desk and chair so I could feel more comfortable when working from home.

Learned two new things:

cook Adobo (and other simple dishes)

WaterColor

Dyed my hair red again! and redder than ever. Also cut my hair short. Again! and my fringe.

Bought mi 9t pro and hell, it's another bang for the buck! Also got to upgrade my laptop to an SSD!

So much happened this 2019 that a single post is honestly not enough for me to ponder on it. This year I got my mind to center on myself even for just a bit. I finally tried learning about myself. I had a lot of date sessions with myself and learned that it's totally fine to be with just me.I finally let go of my previous versions of myself and accepted that they may be gone for good because this is me now. I've always been so hung-up on my old self, always trying to have them back and show them. The events of this year drilled into me (hard) that they may be a lot of versions of myself floating around, that different people may know different versions of me, that there's a lot of 'me' in a single timeline and that's fine.

In 2020, I still plan on learning more about myself, exploring the world with just me.

Also:

I would want my POV towards work to be better - clearer. I hope to learn more about knowing my boundaries at work because honestly, more than anything else, this is where my boundaries are most blurry.

My interests in my own health may decline for a day, but I will always try my hardest to get back up on my feet.

I will also try my best to be better at handling my home. To be more masinop. To learn when to keep and let go things.

And lastly, people.

I hope you all had a good year and may the next year be fruitful for all of us still!

♡ ❀

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