Colors - Day6
Numb… finally at peace
I try pushing back the guilt, to ration with a tremble in my heart
Even though I know you’re not like him
I can’t help but think, “what if…?”
Even though I’m still frightened, I know
That what’s inside your heart won’t fade
I can tell you what’s inside my head
But the darkness of uncertainty has taken hold
I don’t think that I’m strong enough….
I can’t free myself on my own
You say that it’s okay, you’re fine either way
But how can I swallow this feeling and tell myself you’re not leaving me?
(CHORUS)
I know you’re not him
But now my heart’s fighting with what I already know
I try to break free
Am I strong enough to trust that I’ll be okay?
When I’m losing myself?
(CHORUS end)
I see there’s a sadness in your eyes
Is it me that caused that cursed flower to take root in your heart?
Every time that I remind myself that you’ll still be here beside me
I can’t help but replay all the things that others have said to me
You say that it’s okay, you’re fine either way
But it’s not fair that I ask
If you could save me
(CHORUS)
But even if it hurts, I know I’ll be okay
It will take some time but I know I can heal in your embrace
(Outro CHORUS)
I know you’re not him
Now it’s time to tell myself it’s okay to believe
Though I’m still healing
I will become strong enough to cast away the dark
While I’m finding myself
(I know you’re not him)
(I know I’ll break free)
When I’m finding myself~










