I've given my guardian spirits epithets, because they're persnickety (rightfully! this is their choice! not mine!) about who gets to know their actual, real names.
Now to just fix old tags where they were mentioned/tagged, so they're up to date.
It's still the main few who are present a lot more than others, they're getting prioritized and given basically... physical waypoints? both in a 3D printed item and a piece of jewelry.
I might get some stuff ready and prepped for the others, but I'm not sure about it at the moment because I only have so much space to store and keep these physical waypoints and only so much body space for jewelry. So I'm gonna stick to the main ones for now.
Got all my consecration done. Now to work on the readings I need to get done ( psst, if you're interested in my readings, go over to @khajiit-reads ), and hopefully be able to focus, because my focus is not working with me today.
However, Witch Mother and my guardians are kind of hounding me so maybe I should listen instead of working but. eh?
I shall see what they want and if it's lucky for me then it'll just be a short thing then I can get back to the work I need to be doing.
🗓️ | Friday, June 20, 2025
🌦️ | hot & clear
🌙 | Waning Crescent
🎊 | Summer Solstice
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No dream remembered...
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Today I did all my consecration stuff that I needed to get done, for my guardian spirits and everything. The Golden Prince, The Ruby Lantern, The Emerald Feather, The Obsidian Blade, and The Sapphire Fang have all had their things consecrated and returned to the shrine. I'm still waiting on TOB's bracelet to arrive which will be consecrated when it does.
The Witch Mother and all of the guardian spirits congratulated me for a job well done and thanked me for my work.
I also worked on a Grand Tableau reading but I just... couldn't get myself to focus today. ADHD you are a fuckin' tar pit sometimes! I'll have to try again tomorrow, when hopefully the executive dysfunction isn't functioning full blast on me.
Anyways, I'm eager to get back into my normal practice, y'know? Haunting be damned I wanna get back to everything. I want to honor Reimu Hakurei, I want to worship Hermaeus Mora, I want to do all of that stuff!!! Let me back innnnnnn!!!!
I want to be able to sit back and go and honor Hermorah with a new deck, especially. It blesses me with such perfect picks despite the haunting, spirits I can mesh with and get along with, and I need to do something for It again. But I can't, because Hermorah isn't one of the spirits I can convene with.
I did, though, get more dice. So that's nice. I'm still getting to know the spirits within but I'm setting things up and settling. I also got two new decks with a third... on the way? it's just very slow, this one. It's gonna arrive in early July.
But I also! got a book! about dragon stuff! we're gonna see if it's shit or not! It's kind of very hit or miss when it comes to magicy books, especially dragon books. But alas I am a dragon pathwalker so I must. do the dragon thing. [ siiiigh ]
One of the new decks is a dragon one though that needs their inaugural readings. I can really only do these for others right now but I'll see what I can do about all of that. I have means to be able to use them lol.
I am attending the Litha celebration my CUUPS group is hosting, but I gotta figure out if I can actually make something for it to bring. I wanted to make and bring deviled eggs but I gotta figure out how to get them there with the pre-existing plans.
Well anyways, I think that's that for this entry. It's late and I wanna get this posted, lol. G'night~
🗓️ | Monday, June 09, 2025
🌦️ | warm & clear, then very rainy at night
🌙 | waxing gibbous
🎊 | n/a
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[ dream go swoosh over my head ]
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Today I got my shrine vessels/waypoints for The Obsidian Blade and The Ruby Lantern, so they've joined The Emerald Feather. The Golden Prince and The Sapphire Fang will have things soon!
Speaking of that, though, Witch Mother wants me to make a consecration ritual to do on the solstice. I need to do it regardless for their shrine vessels, but also for their jewelry vessels. I'm gonna suck it up and prioritize buying their jewelry vessels they picked instead of ten million new decks next when I buy the Litha/Midsummer SOTW deck. I want to be able to get their new items and consecrate them during the Summer Solstice. It's just... costly. y'know? But everything else CAN wait. I'm not super happy about it, but it CAN wait.
But speaking of guardian spirits, I'm also like. I'm worrying a bit that because the haunting has fucked up communication so much, then I might not have heard some things they've said in the past. I tried to talk to them through tarot but the instant I grab a deck the haunting kicks right back up and I can't speak to them.
I'm going to have to talk to them another way. Because while I've had enough conversation through other means to verify that they want what I've been settling into (and Lucifer has also verified it too, who I don't have communication problems with), I wish I could talk to them the way I used to be able to. [ siiiiiigh ] So annoying and frustrating.
I hope! that by doing all of this will add the guardians to my "no communication issues" roster alongside Zyxlairuo, Lucifer, and Witch Mother. Wearing the jewelry today really helped, so I'm gonna keep doing that. I want to be able to hear them and speak with them properly.
...That gives me an idea. I'm going to try and talk to them through tarot wearing their devotional pieces.
Okay, good news! I can! Bad news! They bonk me for speedrunning this shit again. AAAAAAUGH LET ME GO FAST LIKE SONIC /silly
Witch Mother also... has plans for me to do for the full moon and for the solstice in general? I think the solstice plan is just consecrating. But the full moon plan is recharging shit and making sure that I re-enchant my nonbinary bracelet to help make people affirm my gender more. I can't wear gender pins as easily as I'm not in a very trans friendly area, so magic is all I got, especially when both friends and family still consistently forget that I use they/them, which is annoying as shit.
I don't have anything else to say... I'm tired. Been very busy and maybe haven't been resting the way I should be. WHOOPSIES!
I've also dropped some pics under the cut, of my jewelry I wear + the shrine waypoints.
The set:
Dragon ring - devotional and jewelry waypoint to The Emerald Feather
Silver ring - devotional/jewelry waypoint to The Golden Prince (golden ring was already taken)
Blue tube bead bracelet - devotional/jewelry waypoint to The Obsidian Blade
Wolf bracelet - devotional/jewelry waypoint to The Sapphire Fang
Gold ring - devotional ring to my path and my faith
Nazar amulet - for general nazar amulet reasons
Enby bracelet - enchanted to help people see me as my gender
Butterfly necklace - devotional/jewelry waypoint for The Ruby Lantern
Blue gem in cage necklace - wearing just 'cause right now
Majora's Mask necklace - for funsies :)
Orange and red necklace - devotional to the unrecorded pantheon and my main patron, Zyxlairuo
Then the demon skull is The Obsidian Blade's, the angel is The Ruby Lantern's, and the dragon is The Emerald Feather's. Having home access to a 3D printer is cool and fun.
