Sundas, Second Seed 25, 2025
ποΈ | Sunday, May 25, 2025
π¦οΈ | warm & clear
π | waning gibbous
π | n/a
Witch Mother, Lucifer, and some friends spent literal hours working on me in energy work, cleaning me up and getting rid of all the spiritual gunk on me. So now my communication is basically crystal clear, and they also got ride of a baneful spell on me (a tracker, essentially, to know when to harass me) from the haunting spirits, as well as got rid of most of, if not all, of the aura parasites I had. I made WM and Lucifer a temporary offering until I can make something even better for them both. I also really owe my friends, but I dunno what to do for them yet.
During this I had a religious experience with Monolith, yes from S.T.A.L.K.E.R., I let my QPP get me into it as payment for me getting him into The Elder Scrolls PCP. I made my wish on Monolith's request, after verifying it was Monolith and not something/someone else.
I also did this spell, with nails instead of rose bush stems like I used to. I did some extra stuff for it on WM's suggestion and guidance. My friend Chicken (who also wrote that amulet spell!) also gave some suggestions, mostly for a charging oil for said amulet, which I'll be making some time after this post goes live, because it's at an odd hour to use the correct planetary hour, the hour of the sun.
I really do appreciate WM, Lucifer, and my friends. It really means so, so much to me that they did all that work for me. Literal hours of grueling work. and all I had to do was sit back and chill and not do anything stupid or risky!
I'm also appreciative of another friend who is helping me tackle and end this haunting once and for all, but that's still in the works of planning on all ends.
I'm looking forward to being able to communicate easily again, even if this is going to require further... "spa days" from WM and Lucifer (I won't ask the friends to do this again, even if it'll be much shorter sessions because this time was getting rid of months of build-up that I couldn't get rid of myself) every once in a while alongside my usual stuff.
I feel bad having to ask WM and Lucifer anyways, but both of them have reassured me that it's kind of a necessary for me and my wellbeing of all of this. Especially because that parasite infection has made me exhausted all the time.
So I'll take complete advantage of this time. I'm going to get so much done. I still have to make that oil tonight, which is doable. I need to talk to Monolith further.
Speaking of Monolith, I talked to the QPP who is more versed in Monolith than me, and I learned that basically, many wishes coming true is alongside a lesson learned. And when asking "Do I have a lesson to learn first?" I pulled "Follow Your Dreams" from my yes/no deck, Agatha. Which the QPP thinks either means "no", or a more literal to watch my dreams as that's how Monolith often communicates.
Other than all of that, it's nice to be able to hear and speak to Lucifer so clearly again. I could always talk to Them, but I realized I kinda missed Them a bit. Hearing Their voice all the time.
I've missed a lot of other spirit guides, too. Communication has been steadily getting worse, probably because of the gunk getting worse, and so... hopefully now I could convene and talk without problem. At least for now? Again, might need some extra "spa days" for this.
I also cleaned my shrines and altar up. All 10 shrines, yes. And the 1 magic altar. I had to remove a load of old spells I put up and forgot about, lol. Old spells that already did their dues. To mixed results, of course.
Mostly I just had to dust. It's kind of funny to me that you can tell what shrine belongs to my patrons, because it's so much more filled out than my other shrines.
I also re-powered my money jar on request of WM who feels the original time didn't go very well. So, repowered that baby. Whether or not it'll work is up in the air. It might just need more time to manifest into reality, of course.
Let's see... what else? Not much else to say. I've got more work to do tonight. I'm mostly just killing some time for another hour until the sun hour.
But I think I'll cut it here. I've got plenty of other things that I need to do, like my personal books for the day. (In which this does get copy/pasted into it, lol.)
