I quite like it whenever we banter. I admit I look forward to the very first one each day and the following ones. I love it when you teach me things. I like it when you agree with me. I like it when you look at me or even just in my direction. I like it when you try to make me laugh just to tease me that I'm crazy for suddenly laughing without a reason. I liked that one time you bought me a drink. I liked the time you took me to look in a bookstore together. I may continue on with my list but in the end I know that I should not and don't want to entertain these thoughts. We work together. You like another girl. You're not leaving very soon unlike the guy I like. It will make me awkward; and you...
It is just unacceptable. My brain or heart or whatever it is must just be confused, right?

















