guys ceremony went well but SUPERRRR LOOOONGGG my brain is hella fried rn (will write proper entries tmrw) i frickin survived and was nearly overstimulated by my family but made it through!
SOME WORRIES I STILL HAVE:
-found out my older brother has to move bck home w us soon -_- because hes getting a divorce, i feel sorry for his situation however the previous times where he moved bck home was miserable for me and i already feel anxious living here i dont need no more booooyyyyssss
-now that my brothers an adult now im afraid that 1. he'll get pressured like how i was 2. i'll get compared to him or 3. we both get pressured. my parents can be insane sometimes n its tiresome because we're all trying our best and we're right where we are supposed to be.