⇒ lyssa
"you won't like be when i'm angry"
You know, it really bugs me when people can't mind their own damn business. Like, I know I have been acting strange, but that doesn't mean you have to go around asking everyone what's going on simply because I won't tell you. Now more people than necessary are involved and, quite frankly, I'm even less likely to tell you now.
It also gets on my nerves when people keep things from me. I know it's hypocritical, but for example, if someone suddenly disappeared without any contact or even an explanation, wouldn't you be worried? I mean, I couldn't care less about keeping things like what's wrong with you if you don't want to tell me. Well, I would, but I wouldn't make such a huge deal out of it. I know how it feels.
I'm not exactly the best at controlling my angry. I remember when I certain someone disappeared, and all I did was shout and cry. I don't understand why I'm so emotional. Hormones, sure, but why do I seem like the only one that's so bad at it all? Why do I seem to be the only one that breaks down after saying a single mean thing?
I have so many regrets centered around anger. Sometimes I think that, if I didn't stand up to Dad's friend, everything would have been much better than it is. Like, I might not have my issues. People might even stop worrying so much about me, like damn. Anger is probably the shittiest emotion ever. I'd take sadness over anger any day.