Seeking the Truth.
I found some weird website. I don't know how I'm here. I clicked on it, investigated...it asked me some questions. So I wrote them all down so I could reflect on them. It was kinda of weird...
1 - Do you have red hair? [YES] NO UNCERTAIN
No doh I have red hair but why is this website asking such a odd thing?
2 - Do you ever experience deja vu again? [YES] NO UNCERTAIN
Often I feel I've lived moments before, on repeat. Something not quite about my own reality. Days don't seem to matter even if many days pass.
3 - Do you want to understand completely to be complete? [YES] NO UNCERTAIN
I want answers, so I can correctly find my creator. Not be deceived at all by another posing. I must completely uncover some mysterious to feel finally complete enough to feel certain I know a snake cultist from God. Sometimes I wonder if it is just a deception in itself, to seek to know more to feel complete. However praying into the unknown to me, feels scary. You must have the right spirit in mind you wish to connect with. Real God, not Lucifer in disguise.
4 - Do you have the endurance to lie with nine partners a week? YES [NO] UNCERTAIN
This question I felt was worded very strange. 'endurance to lie' then 'with nine partners a week?' implying you maybe have to lie to multiple people to make it through this test. Some might think this question involves something dirty, but the way the wording is, means the question asks something more complex of you. I would not feel comfortable having to lie to multiple people a week. That isn't at all anything I'd want to be involved in. Especially if they have trust in me as a partner.
5 - Do you consider attractiveness relative to your own attractiveness? YES [NO] UNCERTAIN
Confidence is within your self always but is a skill that first needs to be worked on. It is the ability to not acknowledge outward judgement, feeling like you are being watched, not letting voices convince you you are being watched and that is a bad thing, it is also not assuming others are talking negative about you, and over all not having a issue with being seen by anyone you are not comfortable around. Having confidence is letting go of bodies being something to be graded. You are you, but also a temple on disable of how well you take care of your God within you. How you dress helps express your God's inner perfect, peaceful true reality. You are a stage for trying to show the world what you believe in. Let everything watch, be confident, or strive to be better while feeling so judged. Push yourself to just love yourself, unfiltered. Use it as a challenge for yourself to reflect on the physical as nothing to do with vanity, instead it is a window to seeing all beyond what looks just like your warped ideals. True love is within loving the beauty and the beast of your own reflection, and those around.
6 - Do you have a birthmark on your face? YES [NO] UNCERTAIN
Unless freckles count.
7 - Do you want to be famous? YES [NO] UNCERTAIN
No one should really be famous. People should be able to share their art and not have people create dangerous mobs that could hurt someone. Everyone should have their space respected. If you really admire a artist, create something unique of your own. That is the best way to communicate. You don't need fame, you need to create your own things to be proud of, and realize we are all rich with fame in creation. We all have so much to give to God as a collective, over separate in competition for a spotlight.
8 - Are you able to look at things and see them as metaphors for other things, like trees and eagles? [YES] NO UNCERTAIN
All the time. It is how I got here strangely. Following strange stories, in this dream I'm trapped in.
9 - Can you easily ignore your entire family and join a new group of friends? YES NO [UNCERTAIN]
If it was to help the greater good, perhaps giving up time with family to help spread a word of truth would be something I'd do. I wouldn't so easily give up this time just for money, fame, or other worthless things. It would be so I could create a better future reality. Change peoples minds, which in turn helps give more time with my loved ones when all of our realities become one in harmony.
10 - Do your checks clear? [YES] NO UNCERTAIN
Any test or what not I've had to do has checked through, yes. Is that what they meant? I've always gotten approved for things. So in concern of 'checks clear' I would say, yes.
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