#erik talks

[ruthlessness69]

I feel so sad because of my absence and also I have a feeling everyone will already forget about my fic before I actually finish it :')

But well, it happens. I don't have a proper amount of free time rn to draw or write, but the fic is still in process yeah

[ruthlessness69]

Hey hope everything and you are doing well. 💙🩵

Hi 🩵 and hi everyone who's reading this!

Real life ate me up completely lately. I'm hoping to come back here soon 🪼

[ruthlessness69]

Hey, I hope this isn't rude to ask, but did moving go alright?

(thanks for your asks too, @a-ghostly-ghoul-anon and @raintum 🫶)

It's not rude it's really comforting to get asks like this 💙💙💙

The moving went okay, even tho I thought we were gonna die :'D because of his much things there was to pack (I lived in my previous place for 4 years and had lots of books, stuff for work, PLANTS, etc.)...

Rn I'm in a temporary place that my friends suggested for me to live while the flat I'm moving to is getting ready (there are some things to get fixed there)

I still don't have much time for drawing and other stuff, and there are some troubles with work, but all in all everything is okay :3

Also there are two cats here and I had zero interaction with cats for years, so I'm quite enjoying it (I adore cats 😖). Younger kitty is sleeping next to me like right at that moment :D

p.s. I'm also soooo exhausted after all this :')

[ruthlessness69]

My dude, how are you finding motivation to write your story so fast? I'm stuck in the half of my own fanfic, the writer's block is killing me 😭

Aw 🥺 what a lovely ask to answer before sleep 🩵

First of all, all my readers and followers who like my works, write comments, participate in any way or even talk to me personally are THE BEST MOTIVATION EVER!!! I would never make it this far without you guys, REALLY. My fic was only like... three chapters through when I started posting it :'D And look how far we've come now, that's insane (yeah, for me too)

Second of all, ahah, the gloomy part starts here - that's my way to cope with my past traumas and difficult time of my life now. One of my friends once told me "You are the most insanely creative when you're under the worst pressure and stress" ahah 🤣 You know, when I got an ask today where sweet little Ghosty said how proud they are of Poseidon for doing so well in fic, I almost cried cause I felt like... like "at least he does if I can't" 😅 I'm always saying this kind of personal stuff ugh, I hope I don't look crazy doing it......

Okay. What was I talking about... That's some kind of therapy for me. And the way people enjoy results of it - that's priceless and it makes it soooo much more efficient 🫶

But I've experienced writer's block multiple times in my life too, IT SUCKS. I hope you'll find your inspiration soon!!

Okay, now I gotta add some silly or pretty gif and send post x3

Go, Edvin, gooo!

p.s. I love it when people call me "my dude" 😎

p.p.s. WHERE CAN I READ YOUR FIC?!?

[ruthlessness69]

for those who've already read the latest chapter - imagine the amount of shock I experienced when I saw Steven Rodriguez being in the Epic livestream and portraying Poseidon the way he did it 🥹

like I finished writing this chapter weeks ago, probably around the 14th of December???

[ruthlessness69]

I'm half asleep but I have a quick question for you my dears

should I change my username to Ruthlessness like it's on ao3??

yes

no

Voting ended onDec 21, 2024

I'm just not sure... but this Tumblr acc was created like centuries ago (11 years to be precise) and was named after Karkat from Homestuck btw xD

[ruthlessness69]

DAMMIT NOW I WANNA DRAW THE ENDING OF CHAPTER 9 UGGGGHHHHH

[ruthlessness69]

I'm so tired I want cocoa 😢