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[netscapenavigaytor]

i dont usually ever post about Current Tumblr Drama but like. at this point for real if you support that forcefem user or her circle just unfollow and block me. i am tired of being ~*nuanced*~ about it

venting under the cut

i am legitimately straight up mad about this situation to be fucking honest.

i have been, for the greater half of this year, been in this mental gutter about tumblr's bizarre shift towards radical kink inclusivity including all forms of rape.

i have been seeing friends reblog stuff that even just a year ago would scream "THIS IS A DOGWHISTLE FOR JORKING IT TO LITTLE GIRLS", i have entirely cut contact with mutuals who have sunk down into embracing the anything goes mentality. i have had a now ex-friend i contacted about this suggest i'm only uncomfortable because of "moral ocd" when if i have moral ocd about this topic at all then it's ACTUALLY the reason i tried to talk things out and shove down my misgivings on the matter instead of just ghosting and blocking for my mental health.

my sex repulsion had been slowly going away over the years, something i had been extremely happy about, but it's fucking Come Back because now i'm on this hypervigilant fucking paranoia that any sex or kink positivity is just trying to trojan horse in Abuse But Sexy. i have felt. like i am going fucking insane.

i have seen some of my own fucking mutuals go to bat for popular users getting ousted, buying into the idea that every time a popular trans woman user is called out no matter what, it's a smear campaign. and I Get It! pedojacketing IS a real problem! there ARE lots of genuine fucking smear campaigns happening to transfem users all the time! BUT ALSO SOME OF THESE USERS YOU REALLY SHOULD NOT BE GOING TO FUCKING BAT FOR. OH MY GOD.

the very first time forcefem got banned i was actually like really freaked out to see people defending her because like. did any of you guys actually See the posts in the og callout. "Oh she's just playing pretend it's just kinks" I DONT CARE IF SHES NEVER PERSONALLY DONE ANYTHING SHE WAS ACTIVELY ENGAGING IN ANON ASKS ABOUT ABUSING FAMILY. YOU DO NOT KNOW WHO SENT AN ANON ASK. YOU DO NOT KNOW IF AN ANON IS "JUST PRETENDING." THIS USER WAS ALWAYS, AT THE BARE MINIMUM, VIOLENTLY CARELESS AND IRRESPONSIBLE WITH HER MASSIVE PLATFORM AND NO ONE SHOULD BE SURPRISED THIS IS WHERE THINGS LEAD.

BUT I KEPT MY FUCKING MOUTH SHUT BECAUSE ANYTHING I SAY WOULD HAVE BEEN MISCONSTRUED AS TRANSMISOGYNY JUST BECAUSE SHES TRANSFEM AND IM TME. EVEN THOUGH. HER BEING TRANSFEM HAS FUCKING NOTHING TO DO WITH RAPE FETISHISM NO MATTER HOW MUCH THIS CIRCLE FUCKING WANTS TO CONVINCE YOU OTHERWISE. WHY ARE WE DOING THE FUCKING ALT-RIGHT'S JOB FOR THEM. (AND LIKE 100% THESE USERS ARE ONLY GETTING THIS AMOUNT OF DEFENSE BECAUSE THEY'RE SUPER POPULAR, I DONT SEE ANYONE GOING TO BAT FOR THE TRANSFEMS WHO SPOKE OUT AGAINST THIS TREND AND GOT HARASSED FOR IT???) IF WE CANT BAN A POPULAR USER FOR VERY PUBLICLY AND SHAMELESSLY SPREADING DANGEROUS IDEALS THAT WILL GET PEOPLE (ESPECIALLY YOUNG TRANS GIRLS??) HURT THEN WHAT CAN WE DO HUH.

i'm like. god i am so fucking tired man because i have been continuously playing nice and doubting myself over and over and over, desperately trying to make peace between my own sense of right and wrong and the shit people i usually trust have been senselessly promoting.

and now here i am finding out i was right all along. i was fucking right and was mentally crushing my brain because i thought i was the crazy one.

i am so fucking done with this shit man.

[jimpixj]

Error 0, trapped in a static void, with only a telephone to let him communicate with anyone…

If that phone connects to anything that is

[dailyoyo]

would estrogen have saved gouji rokkaku

yes

no???

maybe as a young adult but by now its too little, too late

actually i think gouji is already a trans man

I think you may have lost the plot with this character a little.

Delete your blog

Voting ended onJun 2, 2024

[netscapenavigaytor-old]

because i am thinking about it. heres my opinion. spongebob squarepants is definitively an adult.

he is a homeowner (and we can assume that by bikini bottom's use of usd-equivalent currency and other cultural similarities that the age restriction on that is similar), he has been working his job for a long time, and while he IS in boating school he is only still there because he has been failing for YEARS. spongebob is an adult.

now. with this established i want to talk about the first spongebob movie.

the main driving force of spongebob's character arc in the movie is that he is, apparently, a "kid." he engages in childish hobbies. he is emotionally immature. because he is not enough of a "man," he is passed up for the krusty krab 2's managerial role. over the course of the movie, he attempts to fake being more "adult," more "manly" with facades that easily fall apart when put up to any real scrutiny.

however by the end, as shown in his speech preceding goofy goober rock, he has realized that all the adversity he has overcame has been not by being something he's not. he may be a "kid," but there's nothing wrong with that. he's silly and weird and has goofy solutions to things but he saved the world anyway. the entire goofy goober rock's musical number is about wholeheartedly embracing childishness and self-identity. the film ends with spongebob getting the managerial promotion, having not "grown up" in any way but rather having learned to accept himself and having shown others that that is something worthy of respect.

however. remember that spongebob is not a child. he is an adult.

where i am going with this is. the spongebob squarepants movie is a metaphor for neurodivergence. spongebob gets infantilized by his peers so he attempts to prove he's more normal than he really is, but he doesn't have to. it is the very childishness they derided him for that saves the world.

i'm sure people who are more skilled at film analysis have talked abt this before but. spongebob neurodivergent and spongebob movie good

(also: you can probably also fit a good metaphor for being lgbt in there too. but i am not a guy or anywhere near masc so i am perhaps not the most well-equipped to write that essay)

[goldieedge]

Kinda just a shitty vent comic, though w/ a positive message a lil, hopes it brings a lil happiness to someone

[netscapenavigaytor]

its always important every time you get into something to pick a character to imprint upon like a baby bird and then get insane about them but always make sure not to get too insane or you will devolve into doing some straight up cocomelon and/or backrooms shit to them

[netscapenavigaytor]

LISTEN UP.

You,are going to take that Flirty Sex Appeal Character (bonus points if theyare a femme fatale whos primary personality trait is Boobs). and you. are going to make them ACE/ARO. SEX. REPULSED. Flirting solely for the bit. for pure sport.

Ok? im counting on you.

[netscapenavigaytor]

oh i also am thinking about i want to change my tumblr theme at some point. and my avatar. since i dont play neopets anymore and i almost never use the sona in my avatar LOL. but i feel like i should prioritize redesigning my neocities first.... especially i want to remove the need for javascript from the writing page navigation. and i Still havent put my second trollpasta anywhere public even though its like a year old now. and like my other fanfics need to not be ao3 only either

OH and i also wanna put batter's base ball adventure up somewhere that's not goddamn ao3 but even though i did all the style coding that's more pseud's writing than mine so idk if it'd actually be hosted on my site or what.. hmmmm