#eru-san

[seikatsu-ga-tsuzuku]

eru-san replied to your post “I wonder if anyone actually likes talking to me or if they do just...”

I'm like "Oh it's Nicky!! :DDD"

I wuv you Eru c:

[fujinumasatorus]

eru-san replied to your post “can anyone recommend me some anime movies I could watch with my...”

Anathem of the Heart

Thank you!!

[fujinumasatorus]

eru-san replied to your post “I haven’t read any manga in the past few months are there any good...”

Letter Bee, The Case Study of Vanitas, Children of the Whale

ahh thank you for the suggestions!! ill be sure to check them out!!

[kindyu]

35 83 106 149 201 249 if you want to

35 - Say 3 facts about your personality:

I’m such a perfectionist, I need to have everything I care about perfectly done. I’m friendly but pretty shy. I blame myself for a of things and I’m always afaid about hurting someone.

83 - Which mythological creature are you most like? Why? 

Honestly, I don’t know anthing about mythological creatures, so I’ll just say Pegasus. Sorry.

106 - Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

Well... The person I can tell the most is definitely @feelthejams <3 I could probably tell her everything, yeah, I think I can. But I don’t really like this question because... I have this idea that you can’t just tell someone everything. There’s always something that can hurt someone, like even a really small thing. But I prefer being absolutely honest, so... Ugh, I dunno. Too much thinking, I’m tired.

149 - Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Have you had one written for you?

I have written a poem for someone without actually wanting to give it to them. And no, no one ever wrote a poem/song for me if I remember correctly.

201 - Currently wanting to see anyone?

Currently I just wanna sleep. But seeing the person tagged above would be nice! However, I’m not in the mood to talk, I would just listen or remain in a comfortable silence.

249 - How do you deal with criticism?

If I want the critism, I deal with it normally, but otherwise I’m pretty bad-tempered about this.

Thank you for asking!! Have a nice day!!

[kindyu]

20 28 37 62 98 for the unusual asks, if you don't mind

20) how tall are you?

something above 165 cm I guess

28) how many friends do you have?

wow, I consider a lot of people my friends even though I’m not very close to them, for example because we just know each other for a long time, friend is a hard word to define. I’d say I have many friends, but like… 4 close on that level that I can tell them almost everything.

37) do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?

I used to read so much that it was my strongest personality trait. Like in elementary school, I was known as “the one who reads a lot”. I loved blooks a lot. Recently, it’s harder for me to find time to read and I can’t concentrate. I don’t know what happened. I don’t have one favourite book, I would say the Harry Potter series, Lord of the Rings series and Chronicles of Narnia are my favourite books.

62) do you still watch cartoons? 

Not very often, but sometimes yes.

98) favorite month?

September maybe. I’m always hyped for school, I have energy, I like seeing my friends, there are always new things and a lot of interesting events. October is great too, because I usually buy clothes and I still have some energy, it’s just chill.

Thank you for asking, I wish you the best!^^

[kindyu]

💗 🐾 🎁☕️☁️ 🍑🐧🐼

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be?

My best friend (aka squish). That one who I talk about so often. I’m very happy to have her and I miss her during the summer so much.

🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it?

That feeling when you think you’re lost, you can’t see anything good, you just feel like drowning in a black sea. The feeling gets stuck in my head and affects the relationship I care most about. I don’t wanna think about it. I try to overcome it by telling myself what is real and what isn’t, but it doesn’t work much. 

🎁 what never fails to make you happy?

I would say that mentioned friend, but that’s not true. I have hard time trying to be happy.

☕️ talk about your ideal day

With her, not in the nature (bc it giver me weird feels these days), we would have some fun like the total nerds and dorks we are, we would eat asian food and I dunno, do something interesting and in the evening, we’d watch some dramatic kdrama or whatever and lie the bed together. 

☁️ talk about your dream universe

sorry, my imagination is poor these days, but maybe somewhere where everyone is treated equally and there are beautiful skies 

🍑 what are you obsessed with?

feeling okay

🐧 describe yourself in 3 words

determined, tired, fragile (I’m not good at this rn) 

🐼 if you could meet anyone, who would it be and why?

Lee Taemin, he’s my star.

Thank you Mimu, have a nice day.^^

send me some questions

[kindyu]

2 4 14 24 34 39 43 53 60 68 69 89 90 93 98 Sorry I can't resist to ask ;m;

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? 

I don’t actually remember anybody hurting me recently. But I try to forgive everybody.

4: What’s something you really want right now?

To fell asleep early. But also not to have to go to sleep early, because I’m rewatching Because It’s the First Time. I also kinda desire to love more.

14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?

already answered: “Physical can be so fucking terrible, but I guess emotional can be worse. Especially suicidal thoughts. I’m glad I haven’t had them for some time now.”

24: Is there a certain quote you live by?

I'm sorry, I don't remember quotes. I have some favourites, but they're not like I live by them.

34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

Yes, people tell me that quite often. <3 It’s really nice but I can’t deal with compliments.

39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?

Parents. I know I act like a child, but that doesn’t mean they have to talk to me like to a child.

43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?

Today. Panic attack, I suppose. In school. Cried.

53: Are goodbyes hard for you?

Yes. I have never had to say a serious goodbye, but sometimes it's a bit sad when we say goodbye to each other with my squish and I know I won't see her for a while. Also I'm going to say goodbye to a transfer student in our school, it's a nice quiet girl from Japan and I regret not talkng to her much. We're both to shy. I'm gonna be sad, I know it.And also I won't see my squish the whole summer vacation and I'm upset because of it. :// Two months.

60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?

Oh. I would hug my squish. Just when I see her. But she doesn't like physical contact. And my emotions have recetly been quite flat, like I used to think about her with so much love and giggle and want to hug her and never let go and now, I just know that I love her, but it's not that strong. Which is sad and I wanna change it. But maybe it's good for me in some way. And it'll probably change back when I'm okay. (You know, I have probably that burnout or what is it called like. Sorry for my English.)

68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

Will my emotions come back? They need to. Please.Everything's gonna be okay.

69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

I guess I did, but I don't remember it.

89: What is something you wish you had more of?

Love (from others and to others), mental stability, appetite (I have been lacking it so I haven't been eating much), maybe money because I want to buy some clothes, but that's not necessary. Trust and faith.

90: Have you ever trusted someone too much? 

I probably have, but I just don't remember these kind of things I guess? Or it just isn't that clear...? There has been something with my squish, but I don't wanna talk about it. It's also not that serious.

93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

I don't think so.

98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?

I think you probably already know. ^^

Thank you so very much!! <3 So many questions! I hope you have a good day.

[death--noot]

Happy Birthday, wish for you a good day .u.

aw thank you <33 i will!!