sometimes I wonder if I were in a fandom, the main character of a show or a book, who would the people ship me with? Would there be shipping wars about me? Or would the shipping wars be 2 of my exes who definitely like eachother vs me and one of them? Would the fandom blame me, or would they make rant posts on how the story doesn’t hold my exes accountable? Or would I be a side character in a greater narrative, my life drama being mere lunch conversations with the main character?















