#espeonrant

[espeons-secrets]

This is literally comedy gold 🤣😭

[goddess-of-queens]

If you actually researched my disorders, you would understand my behaviors... and realize that the times you hate how I'm acting, those are the sole times I'm mirroring your behavior...You hate when I treat you the same way you treat me.

[espeons-secrets]

My main blog be like "✨️ I'm just a fun gal ✨️" whereas this blog be like "I'M MENTALLY UNHINGED"

[espeons-secrets]

When your eating disorder starts getting bad again, and all of a sudden, your BPD also starts gets bad again shortly after

[espeons-secrets]

Dont mean to bother! Just gently reminding you to take your meds! Forgot mine yesterday and I'm still paying for it, would hate for the same to happen to you❤️

😭 Thank you So Much for reminding me since I (still) forgot to take them. I am going to take them immediately now. I appreciate you and this message so much ❤️ I hope you also took your meds today and can handle an easier/better tomorrow ❤️

[espeons-secrets]

BPD is so lonely.

Even with the most caring, supportive, and understanding partner, I know that no one will ever truly understand me or how I'm feeling

[espeons-secrets]

I think I'm going mad

[espeons-secrets]

I really be only allowing myself one meal + (maybe) one protein bar a day, while also consuming 1-2 bottles of wine every night, lol