Unlikely Connection | Farsa
The first time I see her, Feytha points her out to me. She is nothing more than a small swaddle of cloths in the arms of her mother that I might have gone on for decades in the blink of an eye without noticing. After all, they are only human and incredibly delicate creatures, but so is most everything else to me.
Feytha practically buzzes with excitement, passing on to me a feeling of excitement and affection for the human pair. I remain indifferent. They are not the first of our kind to attempt to give gifts to the humans and it does not always go well. Feytha has always loved to easily and I hope for her sake that the youngling will taken in by the village.
I don’t see her for a while after that, or rather, I don’t notice her any more than I notice anyone else. Sometimes, there are some folks who wander out my way. They nod respectfully, keeping their distance from me; I give them a nod in return. But she is the first one in a long time to willfully approach me. She stands a small stone’s throw away, quietly watching me. It is a new experience to be watched and the one watching.
After a moment, once I realize that she does not yet have any intention of leaving, I bend down to her height and say as I gently extend a hand, “Hello, little one. You may call me Felf and I am the one that keeps watch over your village. May I have your name?”
I don’t ask so much as out of the deep desire that possesses many others of my kind to steal mortals away, but out of a curiosity about her wit. I would wager that she is no more than a few years old, but anyone worth even a sliver of the finest gold knows to be wary in dealing with faekind. Perhaps she might already be warned of our trickery, but nothing ventured, nothing gained.
She holds her hands to her face, stifling her laughter, as she shakes her head. She speaks some words, but I cannot hear them. “Ah, I must ask you to try again, little one. For you see, I have no ears and cannot hear. Perhaps you could give me your name in a different manner?”
She laughs more freely this time, mouth agape, and I feel the trees creak with delight at the joyful sound. It takes her some effort and time, but eventually she successfully signs to me that she cannot give me her name but that I may continue to call her little one.
She comes to visit me often after that day. We talk about nothing. Anything. Everything. She intrigues me, how she behaves so fearlessly, recklessly around me. She must know that at any moment, I could smite her as she stands, but I think that she believes I would. I think that she trusts me completely. I don’t know if that is a wise decision.
“Little one,” I sign, “What will you do when you are older?” We had long since passed the need to use words, instead signing everything in our conversations and making up new signs where they are needed.
“I don’t know. Where could I go? My family is here; my home is here. You are here. I’m happy being here.”
I don’t see her for a long time after that. Raiders come through the village the next day and burn everything to the ground. Whoever they didn’t take with them lay dead somewhere. There’s a twang of sadness that tinges my days after, but such is the way of humans.
They are either overly kind creatures or violent catalysts of destruction. The village I watched just happened to fall into the first category.
I move on after that, wandering around the fae lands, drifting between various courts. None of them feel right. There is too much hierarchy precariously perched on lawless grapples of power. Such courts rise and fall as quickly as breathing and are little better than the warmongering mortals. At least among such crews, there is a sense of loyalty.
And then one day, there is a tugging at the corner of my mind. Someone is calling for me. She is calling for me.
When I finally appear in my old forest, it is apparent that she has changed greatly. Where sweet gentleness one laid, fiery anger simmers through her veins and vengeance hides in her eyes. She’s screamed her throat raw calling for me and it makes me wonder what drove her to such desperation.
“Make me like you. I’ll give you my Name; I can’t be hurt like that again. No one should. Please, make me like you.” Her signing is erratic and not just because she hasn’t used it in years. The beginning of hot tears edge at her eyes. I am not sure if she fully knows what she is asking for, but I am even more unsure if I can grant her want she wants.
“Little one.” I watch her carefully for any sign of hesitation. There is none. “You have to know that this has never been done. No one can predict what will happen.”
“Please. I can’t live with this pain anymore.” Her lips quiver in a repeating motion, please, and I realize that she believes wholeheartedly in this request, no matter the consequences. “Swear to me on you Name, you’ll at least try.”
My voice croaks out, whispery and patchy from unused, “I so swear, little one, upon my Name.” And all around us, the forest shakes to a halt under the weight of my words.