i think what really sticks is out to me is that austin was the only person who cared about my death in source. the others just stood there and watched , but austin. he was freaked out by my death. i don’t blame ran or sneeg. i think that they were brainwashed or mind-controlled? - but still. ouch.
but, i’m grateful that he gave a fuck. i wish he could’ve escaped that place though. he really did deserve to live.
— ethan/ #🍷💫 (generation loss, please tag as a fictive)
















