Here's the thing. I've been raised hearing that admiring celebrities was a dumb thing to do. How can you feel close to someone you don't even know ? How can you miss someone who doesn't even know you exist ?
Let them be the characters you like and forget about the person behind them.
One year ago the idea to even think about participating to a convention was not an option.
I used to think that people getting emotional about those complete strangers were kind of ridiculous, that the line between us and them was impassable and that everyone should stay in their place.
Well, guess who's ridiculous now ?
I'm the bitch who's emotional now. I get it now.
But above all, I'm grateful.











