** Warning : These 2 chapters contains explicit 18+ content.
Note: this is going to be weird writing my thoughts about sex scene without having any images in it lol.
Euijoon and Ahjussi went home after their confession scene and do their business if you know what i meant ಸ‿ಸ
Euijoon being all happy that they finally get together despite seeing Ahjussi getting road rage is the cutest thing xD.
As they got back to their apartment, they start making out and Euijoon asks Ahjussi again to confide in him and tell him his past whenever Ahjussi is ready. I do hope that before the series end. Ahjussi will be able to tell Euijoon everything. Then they move to the bed.
There’s one panel of Eujoon shirtless through Ahjussi’s POV and I was like .... “he’s so pretty”
Ahjussi then get all nervous that he has to pause himself. Euijoon laughs since this recall the first time/night they got together as a couple 3 years ago with both also get nervous. Which I think is very cute. I love it whenever Ahjussi shows vulnerability in front of Euijoon.
Ahjussi then confesses that he loves Euijoon more than what Euijoon thinks ; and ask Euijoon to be his last boyfriend and Euijoon happily says yes.
AAAA ... these 2 are so cute I can’t ><. I am just so happy seeing Euijoon and Ahjussi being all happy together after all those years apart.
As they were kissing , Euijoon put Ahjussi’s hands on his chest and express that he would love to .... do it with his lover (ᇴ‿ฺᇴ). To which Ahjussi granted and tied him up with a neck tie *be careful what you wish for lol*
After ...f*ngering session, Euijoon then ... ahem ... proceed to touch Ahjussi’s slong and ask for it to be put in. Oh Euijoon you have grown to be more bold (ᇴ‿ฺᇴ) I like this shade on you lol. May I say Euijoon is so sexy in this scene being all initiative ; with his hand and foot touching Ahjussi’s ??
I am assuming chapter 80 will be another sex scene kind of chapter. I am not sure how many more chapters until the end but I am kinda sad that this series that I like so much going to end soon T-T .... Until then, let’s enjoy reading our Euijoon and Ahjussi getting it on together ( ͡⚆ ͜ʖ ͡⚆ )
Hands down this is probably one of my favorite chapter so far.
I have been a bit on edge with the direction of the story is going , especially with the latest chapter (73) but chapter 74 came and untangled all the characters’ thoughts and event up until now.
Warning: This chapter contains so much angst and heartbreak ༼ಢ_ಢ༽
I recommend reading this chapter with some angsty kdrama music playing in the bg for maximum painful effect.
So the beginning of the chapter start with the bf finally hang up right when Ahjussi told Euijoon to put it on speaker. At this point, Euijoon is very upset at the situation. In the meanwhile, Ahjussi just realized that he ...f#$cked up. We finally received a text from the bf saying that he still loves Euijoon very much and has an excuse to why he has been ignoring Euijoon for the past month.
This is interesting because I was suggesting a direction of the story where the current bf is actually in love with Euijoon and maybe care for him in my previous blog
Mind you, my theory and author-nim is not completely the same, just a tad similar.
My guess is that the bf is trying to work hard and get into a good company (as one of Euijoon’s friend group mentioned in the chat in chapter 60. But we’ll see when he finally appears and find out his actual reason).
At this point, Euijoon felts extremely guilty that’s it’s suffocating. Ahjussi then appears and asks Euijoon to get onto the car for him to take Euijoon home. Euijoon then got really mad and ask why did Ahjussi do it (make Euijoon pick up the bf’s call and put on speaker while they are .... having sex)
But then Euijoon stops and says
“No ... In this situation , it’s me who is the worst”
He finally cries out saying he can’t break off the relationship properly with his current bf yet caught up in an affair with someone whose relationship is still uncertain with (Ahjussi).
Also, why is Euijoon still so pretty even in his upset state ? ╰(ɵ̥̥ ˑ̫ ɵ̥̥ ╰)
I am gonna repeat myself over and over that Euijoon deserves the world !!
Then Ahjussi finally convinces Euijoon to get on the car so he can drive him home. On the way, Ahjussi asked what Euijoon meant when he said he hasn’t properly broken up with his bf yet. Euijoon explains that the break up was one-side from him, which means it’s not official. Then he plans to confess everything to the new bf and if the bf accepts his apology and forgive him, Euijoon will go back and do his best to be a good bf.
I saw some people express frustration towards Euijoon , with his decision of leaving Ahjussi and going back to the current bf. And I honestly think that what Euijoon is doing is understandable. Euijoon feels tremendous guilt after reading the text from bf. He already feels guilty getting into this relationship just to fill the void that Ahjussi left. Sure it doesn’t make sense for him to go back to someone whom you do not love and the other person also barely putting effort into the relationship so far. However, Euijoon is someone who tries to act morally right. So he’s trying to make it right by confess about his affair with Ahjussi and if the bf forgive him , Euijoon will “atone” by being a good bf (despite not loving him). If not, they will break it off. Also, Euijoon is someone who yearns for love and loving relationship. He has spent 3 years wondering why Ahjussi left thinking if it’s something he did or if Ahjussi has stopped liking him.
Seriously , Euijoon slanders need to stop T-T I know you all love Ahjussi but both are in the wrong and Euijoon do NOT deserve the hate
Ahjussi was ticked off by this and asked how can Euijoon can go back to someone who hasn’t been in contact with him for a while ? *see where this going v(・∀・*)*
Euijoon then explaining that the bf at least get back to him finally and then proceeds saying that the bf at least didn’t give up on the person whom he really likes.
when I read this part, i can feel the tension that Ahjussi is feeling after hearing Euijoon says so. I can also feel the frustration that Euijoon has toward himself / Ahjussi / and the situation.
Euijoon continues to refuse Ahjussi and say that they should not stop contacting with each other then he exits the car.
Ahjussi calls out
“Please wait Euijoon... I’ve never abandoned you. I have never once given up on you. I really want to be with you ...”
Which was cut off by Euijoon asking why didn’t he call Euijoon at least once.
We then proceed to the flashback of the incidence 3 years ago. And Ahjussi finally says
“I didn’t think ... you’d wait for me. Eujoon-ah, I am just a gangster yet I fall in love with you. That’s what I have been thinking all this time. If you can accept being with a gangster like me, please stay with me ... Fuck... Please don’t leave ... Euijoon-ah”
And ... Euijoon left with visibly tears in his eyes
*i decided to put their expressions parallels to each other to intensify the pain
FUCK!!! CAN YOU HEAR ME CRYING TT____TT . Ahjussi , I am crying with you (இ﹏இ`｡).
I can feel the pain and anguish from Ahjussi just calling Euijoon’s name...
On top of it, Ahjussi’s inner dialogue is killing me
Leaving you is the price I have to pay. I have nothing left, but you. Can this excuse be anymore unreasonable ?
AAAA .. These lines are like daggers to my heart. 945-nim, you’re a fucking genius in writing heart-wrenching monologue.
Ahjussi feels that he doesn’t deserve Euijoon’s love. Ahjussi has always been hating being in a gang forcefully ***curse you Cha Chaehyun ’dad (╯°□°)╯( ┻━┻ ***** He also hates how he’s slowly actually turning into a gangster himself . After seeing how scared Euijoon was 3 years ago , it really took a toll on him. He just didn’t run away for only Euijoon’s safety. He’s afraid to face Euijoon because he think he doesn’t deserve to be with Euijoon.
I think this also explain with all the physical/sexual interaction from Ahjussi with Euijoon. He’s not good with words. He love Euijoon so much but whatever he says to Euijoon, he feels like it will just feel like an excuse to win Euijoon’s sympathy. Therefore, he can only show how he feels toward Euijoon through physical affection.
Now who else also thinks that he does not deserve love ? That’s right, it’s Euijoon (chapter 65)
And this just breaks my heart. They had spent the past 3 years in pain , loneliness and both feel like they don’t deserve love/each other’s love and I just hope that they will realize that they are meant to be together soon (˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )
*** NOTE : Ahjussi and Bum Geon Woo is used interchangeably.
This chapter is again Ahjussi’s POV of the story but it’s told when him and Euijoon started meeting again after 3 long years. I must say I love reading his side of the story after already read Euijoon’s. Similar to the extras , it’s so well written and it really makes the audience understand more about his personalities and motivations of his actions.
As he see Euijjon again the first time in 3 years , all this man can think about is “simping” over how pretty our Eui Joon is
You. Compare to what I imagine everyday, you look much prettier in person
I am such a sucker whenever Geon Woo compliments or thinks how pretty Eui Joon is. My heart just melts every time he says/think so. *Cause let’s face it , he IS really pretty (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄)*
“I wonder if I look aweful” . It’s my first time thinking about such trivial things like that
Ahjussi is not type of person to care for such trivial thing , so I think this is a really nice touch. Only our boy can make Ahjussi easilly flustered, emotionally like this *Eui Joon has this man completely wrapped around his fingers and he doesn’t even realize it lol ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ *
I guess Cha Chaehyung decides to tell Geon Woo about their reunion and that make Geon Woo hurry wanting to see Eui Joon. Nice job Chachehyng, for kind of reuniting them together xD .Then we see Geon Woo’s blushing and think how pretty Euijoon is again. *Man is down badddddd („ಡωಡ„)*
Throughout their interactions since they saw each other again, Ahjussi tries his best to stay calm. Especially when Eui Joon tries to keep their distance. As the story gets revealed from both side, it shows that Eui Joon and Ahjussi both yearning for each other. From Eui Joon feel so comfortable after just talking for a few minute that he has to think logically and stops himself from sinking in further; to Ahjussi trying to win Eui Joon back while staying calm around him. Then when Ahjussi finally saw Euijoon crying , HE FINALLY SNAPPED !! He finally realized that how Eui Joon has been hurting because of him. His inner dialogue also show that he thinks of Eui Joon every day. *CAN THIS GET ANY MORE ANGTSY / ANGSTIER (?) (TдT) ?!!! *
Back to the current timeline, he finally explains how he decides to help Chae Hyung and not want to involve Eui Joon for his safety.
I just love the writing of Ahjussi’s inner monologue in this series. It shows how he really love and care for Eujoon but can’t because of his situation. He really doesnt want to “beg” for Eujoon’s forgiveness and understanding of the situation. I would like to think it’s because he know Euijoon WILL forgive him. He knows Eujoon is very kind-hearted and will understand if he ever tell Euijoon the full story.
After they’re done and Ahjussi about to leave , Eujoon mentioned how wrong it is that they slept with each other when he’s not officially breaking up with his current bf yet. (We later realize that it was a spam message and the bf still ghosting him). Bruh, I would throw sandals at the bf for been treating Euijoon like crap (┛ಠДಠ)┛彡┻━┻
He also proposed that they should not meet anymore *cries ( ´〒^〒`) . Euijoon is trying his best to do the right thing and that him and ahjussi’s relationship is really messy right now and would not want to go down that road. This is why I love Euijoon so much. He yearns for love and want to be in a loving relationship with Ahjussi but know it is difficult to do so and try to be logical about it.
The next day, Euijoon decides to break up with the current bf through text since he can’t get a hold of him even though he wants to break up in person instead *my boi is so mature *
And then **TEN TEN TEN ** , Ahjussi calls saying that he’s in front of Euijoon’s company. It’s snowing right now and the scenery just helps elevates the mood of the next few panels. He then asked Euijoon if he can visit Euijoon’s work building to cover from the snow. Euijoon firmly rejects him again.
At this point in the story, to me , Ahjussi is a man who can said the most unexpected romantic lines. And this is no exception, he then proceeds saying
“I am not good at driving .... especially on the days that it’s snowing heavily”
We all know you’re just making excuse right now ahjussi, we can see right through you (´⌣`ʃƪ) . I know that line is just an excuse but somehow it feels really romantic to me with how author-nim compose the panels and set up with scenary with the snow flying down.
That’s it for this chapter. Will Euijoon let Ahjussi inside or not ? This season will be about Ahjussi trying to win Euijoon back , and I am here to see more of Ahjussi simping over Euijoon (♡´౪`♡) I am also excited to see how Euijoon going to react to all of these “lame” excuses that Ahjussi keeps making (๑ˊ͈ ॢꇴ ˋ͈)〜♡॰ॱ
Boi I just realized how long this review has been. If you stick reading till the end, bravo and thank you so much (*^^*)♡. Until next week
Ahjussi’s POV broke my heart and I’m here for the angst. Throughout the entire series , I know he has his reasons for not returning to Euijoon.
After all, he did accidentally put Euijoon through a traumatized experience. I was thinking he may take some time off for both of them to cool down but he disappeared for solid 3 years T-T. *Man , talk about commitment*.
Anyways, he decided to come back to save Cha Chaehyun and convert the company from the inside out .. I personally don’t understand why he didn’t show up after Director Kim dropped the charge 1.5 years later but oh well.. ┐('～`;)┌
Then he proceeds with his inner dialogue
“whenever I thought of you , i would think back to the times we spent together”.
I sobbed when I read this line. We all know how Euijoon also keep thinking/pinning Ahjussi end of s2. **AND I AM HERE FOR THE MUTUAL PINNING (」°ロ°)」**
At first, I thought it may be parallel to Chapter 29 where he said he would “wait for you for around 3 years then”. I still would like to think the author purposely plan this ( I just love these small details okay ... Leave me alone TT-TT )
Anyways, I can’t wait to see (read?) how Euijoon going to respond to this. I think I will respect his decision of taking Ahjussi back or not ** Though I’m just here yelling “just get together already” to these 2 cause they’re perfect for each other (ಡ‸ಡ)
The whole Euijoon having sex with Ahjussi while still in a relationship with the bf is causing some controversy among readers. I personally also prefer them to officially breakup before doing the deeds and having real talk / convo. But I also don’t think Euijoon deserve the hate for this.
Now the one thing I like about this season is that I like the inner monologue of each main character a lot. We both know they still love each other a lot and I’m a softie when it comes to heart wrenching monologues (*´-｀*)
Now ... This is a pitch I have with the current story line going so far. (This is not to discredit the work of 945-nim , but just something I have in my mind)
I would like to see the bf being a nice person and a ... decent bf. (Unlike in the manhwa so far) I love a good love triangle and I think it would be interesting to read Euijoon having to deal between the old love rekindled (Ahjussi) and the kind-hearted new love interest (the bf). *IMAGINE ALL THE ANGSTY STORYLINE POSIBLITIES ヾ(´▽｀;)ゝ *
but yeah , that was just what I personally would like to read. I still love author 945-nim’s work with all my heart. This is just what I think regarding “issue” of S3 storyline direction. (This blog is updated as of chapter 73). I still love DCS and I think it’s still one of the best BL manhwa out there. I am excited to continue reading the series till the end and hoping for a good ending for our Euijoon and Ahjussi
This is my first post here and I gotta defend my boi Euijoon T^T I saw that people are giving him slander for cheating with his current bf with ahjussi.
All I wanna say is though I don’t condone this and think the situation could be handled a bit better. His bf also cheated on him before and never showed effort in their relationship.
**I know this is not the best argument and I’m totally biased because I just love my boi Euijoon so much TT-TT
