#eunieverse

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few weeks left before my high school graduation so i decided to declutter my desk and throw away stuff i wont be needing for college ;-; ;-; ;-; while cleaning, i saw old photographs and journals from 2013-2019 and hoely shit im sooo homesick for my friends t_t i hope they're doing okay

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NO, IT’S NOT LOUVRÉ

by: eunieverse

The Louvré Museum in Paris used to resemble what I once thought society was like—a massive structure filled with art and history, carved with humble beginnings, and flawed with countless controversies. That’s also how they wanted me to be, anyways. But I guess, I missed the point when I assumed that I can really be those things because in reality, the world is increasingly designed to challenge me—not to soothe me quietly in my comfort zone. No, it’s not Louvré with its aesthetics and delights. It’s human nature and a robust desire for something great—something beyond the walls society has built.

i wrote this reflection cuz i cant help but wonder what it would be like to face the real world outside my sequestered nook. as y'all know, college is looming over me and i've realized that sooner or later, i have to be independent in order to get through kshdhdhsksgsjs

in short, adulting sux! (and 12 am thoughts are bizarre!!!)

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I'm leaving Earth to carve my name among the stars

i used to wanna be an architect when i was 11 but idk. i guess, ppl rlly change cuz i wanna go to space now.

i realized that this world is too little for me & the unifying theory is still waiting to be discovered sooooo idk,,, see y'all in the cold, dark, emptiness of space i guess u__u

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what a pleasant surprise...

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i mean,,, sure i wanna be a legal officer in the United Nations but my love for astrophysics—the entire universe, including quantum objects—sometimes just inumbrate everything else *mental facepalm*

kids, this is what u get for not listening to career guidance at school. my piece of unsolicited advice: dont be an indecisive chopstick like me

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It's cold now isn’t it?

3 am and still got no sleep— I’ve been driving for hours and hours now. I even saw the sun give majestic colors to the sky before it dies. Now I’m on an empty road in moonlit night, I just want to reminisce one last time before I finally let go of my burden. I wanted to see the ocean and sit on our particular spot where tall rocks came towering over the cliff.

written above is just another prompt kdgddjsh ft. pictures of the neighborhood, digital portrait of my ex-crush wearing a #008080 hex-colored shirt (which is my fave shade of teal btw), aaannd some random mathemutickz & azTron0mie from our conversations

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"Pretend To Be Productive So People Won't Notice Your Executive Dysfunction" challenge

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if im being honest, i really am scared of whatever [apocalyptic shit] college has in store for me.... aside from the fact that im a fOOKIN DONUT, i really have ✨zero✨ idea how things will werk out lmaooo... pAiN ✋😔