Jul 12
Marketing is gimmicky
Creation is authentic
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Marketing is gimmicky
Creation is authentic
It's my 13 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
My cat's tooth fell out, meaning she has to go to the vet.
I'm scared because my income isn't guaranteed but I'm going to work as hard as I can to get enough for her treatment.
I stopped the spiraling negative thoughts and thought no- I'm going to fix this, there is hope.
And then my palm started itching.
Pile too much and it spoils.
Triggers tell us what's dangerous or what to avoid.
She draws you in just for the torture
Been overcoming some challenges.
I had 2 hours between the first stream and the second, I didn't allow myself to do any scrolling beyond 5 minutes but I did allow either work on my platform or work on art. I didn't do any art, but I did work on my platform and made some progress updating the videos.
I wasn't very "productive" but I feel more focused on a direction, I can start tracking what I get done in the break inbetween just for data collection.
The collecting idea is fabulous, I am almost addicted to collecting lol. And collecting data about myself is fascinating and motivating. I listened to a tarot reader talking about how writing is going to be important, it already was the only "art" medium I was working in regularly and still kinda is, but I'm branching out with pen. I'm still recording my life how I use to, but writing has the most clarity. Its the most clear I've been about my life. That's a real testimate to how safe I feel again.
My soul chose to break the cycle by accepting a lifetime of receiving pain rather than a lifetime of giving pain.