#eve feels

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After weeks of living without watching sports anime, I’ve finished Kuroko no Basuke and doctor, there’s a hole where something was. 

I’m too emotional right now. 

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I wasn’t going to talk about it but I need to let it out of my system. 

So G Dragon was interviewed and asked about the differences between BigBang, EXO and ShiNee and he said that it was that BB made their own music, and of course shit got real and everyone was upset and round 2 *tin tin tin*. Again. Ugh, I know. 

I’m going to say it like this: imagine that it’s your best friend’s birthday and it’s a big deal because, duh, your best friend. So you bring a cake, but you bought the cake because you wanted to bring something delicious and you could’ve made it but buying a cake was a good idea too. And this other friend also brought a cake that happened to be homemade cake. No big deal, two cakes, yay. But people started arguing how much better homemade cakes are and yes, that makes you feel bad. But you know what happened in the end, people ate from both cakes and both cakes happened to be good. Some people liked more the homemade cake and others liked the cake you bought. Both cakes were good. And you know what, that money you spent on buying that cake went to the baker that uses that money from making cakes to pay bills and stuff. You are helping economy. He has a job, you buy his cake, people like the cake, everything is good. Am I making a point here? Because that sounded so much better in my head. 

You know this EXO no writing their own songs doesn’t mean they aren’t writing or composing music. Remember EXO 2014? Anyone? yes? Do you remember that during Guerilla Date Chanyeol said that he’d like that next EXO song would be a song he made? And that time Happy Camp showed EXO’s door room and they were working on songs? 

The thing that upsets me the more about GD’s comment is that it’s making it sound like EXO isn’t even trying to do their music. This is not EXO not working on their own music, it’s their agency not choosing their songs. We’ve seen Yixing showing his talent and Chanyeol working hard to be a better artist. So do not even think EXO isn’t trying. Also, lyricst and composers are important. They are writing and composing great song that EXO are performing so beautifuly. I thank them for writing great music for EXO. 

The children are just 3 years old so far. I’m sure they will be allowed to made an album by themselves soon. So let’s make them win everything again and support them to the very end. 

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Now that I’m rereading this again the cake thing seems to no make sense. I am so sorry, I swear in my head sounded good. 

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Xiumin’s hair ia getting long and he look really good and I might've cried a little when I saw that picture of him at the airport.

He is letting his hair grow for the movie, right? Bless the movie.

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For some reason My Lady performance in EXO TLP makes me so angry. I was talking to Dama about it. I seriously love that song and choreography was so good but I am so angry at its perfection. 

I was cleaning the house and the song played and the feels punched me on the face. Play that video at my funeral (it will probably bring me back to life)

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I demand a written apology from Kim Jong In because I feel personally victimized by the way he moves when he dances and then how he smiles so innocent like he isn’t ruining my life. 

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Someone hold me, I knew that picture was coming. I know he would take a picture of them with Seojun but still. Agh. 

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I miss Arashi. I will download Blast in Hawaii and cry while watching it. 

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I was dreaming that I had to edit an EXO video with Call Me Baby but even when I was dreaming I found that really strange and started to wake up. My sister was watching EXO MV on the tv.