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“We don’t have to be, I’d even say it’s been too long.”
There’s a slight bit of hope in her voice at first that soon wavers. They’re adults now, their paths wildly different.
Even if those memories make her wistful, make her yearn for a childhood she looked back on fondly, there’s no point in pretending they’re anything more than strangers now. Things change, people change, even something as eternal as the moon changes it’s faces nightly. A small part of her wonders just how much has changed, but it doesn’t seem like the time to ask. In fact, Rae can’t help but think she’ll never truly realise just how much has changed.
“But that doesn’t mean we can’t cherish what was. Even if nothing remains.”
She can’t freely talk about what she does, and she never would, and yet Astrid knows that nothing’s the same anymore. She’s not that bright, carefree girl running through the fields anymore, and she’s never going to be that girl again, and she tries not to think about it too much, but it doesn’t help that she’s come across Rae now. It’s bad enough that Bren is at the sanatorium, reminding her of what they’ve done, but this...this isn’t good.
“What is there to cherish if nothing remains?”
It’s almost funny, because she has no idea that really nothing remains. Astrid briefly wonders if she’s been back home at all. if she knows that Astrid’s parents are gone, dead and buried, or if she assumes they’re just living their mundane life, still running that bakery. It doesn’t really matter.
“It would be a waste of time.”