obligatory new year post starting with the fact that i just spent like 30 seconds trying 30 different ways to pronounce the word obligatory and i still dont know which is the correct one but is there really A correct one ahh the rambles have begun
lists - im not good at them but i rlly like them and they help me get my message to myself accross bc i am 1 giant idiot
aka the new years where i almost died AGAIN
i made a bunch of resolutions and had hope
i started using instagram
i drew stuff and realised i could draw okay stuff but i couldnt draw my own original stuff so that is not the path in life for me
sam was still my vicinity
i got dodgily hired by an asian fast food place
the most beautiful sweeran photos came into existence at the grammys
cool kids ft anna in lafita
i hate how you spell this month
tdlg,kina grannis and david choi replied to me on twitter
i made top notch valentines day card for my bffs
i won tickets to goodlife and anna and i saw macklemore in a cape and a shit wig
i got sent to the mental ward for the first time
had a weekend bender ft sam
cried all night till we tasted like vodka and the ocean and nobody was really breathing
keish moved house and made me a lil bit blushing
another weekend bender with sam this time involving picnics and candles with history
aggressive high school musical camp rock marathon pick me up sesh for demi ensued with the canada thing happening
allen stone rt'd me on twitter
i james vincent mcmorrow ticket surprised jakeisha
stocks posted a gr8 after formal photo
anna and i watched tasm 2 and went to the city to cope and we lay on the bonnet of lafita and my soul woke up
i turned keish and ellen blonde specifically ellen into taylor swift
kyles birthday party led to a picturesque night and falling asleep on a trampoline with my faves and cold pizza and even colder bodies and it was so so fun
i watched anna sing a lot (i wish those moments in may lasted forever)
i learnt to drive a lil better
anna and i went to a hospitality course for the month
this was the month of the hospitality course
i realised how dumb peple are
i wanted to kill myself a lot
i dressed up everyday for a month and i was very depressed and anna was too and it was a big low
we discovered mt cootha helped
sO many late night drives to fast food and mt cootha and feeling helpless and talking and still feeling helpless but loved
end scene on hospitality course
keisha and jairus and neva hangz got me happy
moved in with mary and andi in nundah ft cindy keisna baby and cat
mary's birthday was a beautiful event - mum and ben came and then we took her and surprised her with all her friends at max brennaz
septum piercing is the best thing that ever happened to my face
emilys birthday cruise which helped bring peace to the love of my life that is emily but is also not the love of my life in this current moment and that's okay too
everyone got mad at me bc i had an episode and almost died then didnt come home or reply to anyones messages and i laughed a little as i felt myself die a little
another bout of hospitilization
jakeishas dads farm fun timez
anna singing samson for me is the real gift
ed sheeran concerts announced and i bought all the nightz
ed kissing niall vs niall kissing ed
ellen brought me a slice of rainbow cake and bubble tea after work on my birthday and that made it the best birthday
moved out?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
beach tripz with andi, mary and anner
Jack Gleeson is the human form of sunshine
Lou Brealy is better than all of us
2 weeks without food because concert tickets i am not sorry
D E M I LOVATO IS COMING TO AUSTRALIA
AND IM GOING TO SEE HER TWICE
also 600 dollar taylor swift tickets and discovering how deeply people love me as i love them
scary noises and near death exerience probably ps a tardis mug is a weapon and anna sings me to sleep and goes downstairs with her mum on the phone and a knife and i live with warriors
performing into the woods in it's entirety by myself when jakeisha and anna and the salon was closed over christmas
working on new years, drunken lost walks to portside and fireworks and jakeisha and anna and love
i dont know how we collectively did it but we did an it of some kind and i'm unapologetic for any and all mistakes i made because from day 1 of this year i thought i was done for sure but im not and even if i need to listen to the high school musical soundtrack to lift myself up sometimes i am still doing better than ever and i have GOALS now, real goals even though they are small i haven't had recognisable goals in like since 6 years ago so here i am and here we are and im not sorry and i will continue not to be.
