Mom just threatened to drop me off at cheap apartments across town and let me live by myself since I have ‘a stickin’ attitude’ and I ‘never help her’. She also treats me like a child and then yells at me when I can’t help her, even though I’m having panic/anxiety attacks and chronic pain every other day. As in it physically hurts to get down the stairs.
I put up with a lot of shit from her and you all have heard me complain about her. So much. But this is the first time she’s threatened to kick me out of the house and I have nothing. I have no money, no driver’s liscence, no car, no way to get out of the city let alone the state... I literally have $40 dollars max. That’s it.
I can’t even get a job because the last one I got was so mentally and physically taxing I had a breakdown on day 3. I tried- You guys don’t even- I tried, okay, I’ve tried everything when it comes to getting money and supporting myself but I can never sell anything on my online shopping and I can never get any writing commissions - writing because I can’t draw - and I-
There is a friend who will put me up. I know she well- There are multiple friends who will put me up but the most likely still lives with her parents and I don’t want to be a burden on them and I just don’t think I’d be comfortable there. Another is getting ready for college, and the other two still live at home as well with parental situations that are about as bad for me.
I just...I don’t know what to do anymore and I’m scared. I’m so scared because I don’t know how much longer this can go on and I just...