Thoughts about...
Clive and Joshua, their bond and the end
(for those who hadn't played the game - spoilers below )
When we meet Clive, we know that he loves his little brother deeply, it is evident in his actions and how he is when around him. But then, Clive sees his little brother dies.
For many years, he has believed his brother to be dead. The brother he has loved, and swear to protect. For him, it's not just a failure, it is also the loss of another piece of himself (we discover since how long, and how much in those last scenes). And then? He discovers he is the one that killed his little brother.
Cid got his back and kicked him in gear. He keeps going and find a purpose but still: his beloved brother is no more. There is this hole in his mind, this scar in his heart. Until fate gives him back his little brother, and more, Joshua still loves him.
And now, to the end of the game, when all is said and done, when Joshua is dead in Clive's arms, once he has beaten Ultima. I wonder. Having loved his little brother so much, so deeply, having believed for so long he had lost him, having even believed he had been the one killing him, how could Clive has left Joshua "stay" dead?
Yes. I am of those who interpret the end as : Clive died, bringing back Joshua and sacrificing himself to save the world.
I think, and it is my opinion of course, that Clive, having felt this loss once couldn't endure it another time. Clive, having this second chance and seeing now the brother he loved so dearly bloodied in his arms just couldn't handle it. I don't think he knew it would cost him his life, but I'm not sure he wouldn't have done it anyway, because of this past, of this scar that would have brutally re-opened at this moment. I think, given this chance, Clive jumped on it.
But then, there is this, Joshua had loved his brother as much, wishing to protect him. I cannot stop thinking how he must have felt, waking up, knowing his brother had given him back his life (or discovering). I don't think Joshua came out unscathed from this (and another long dissertation about Joshua state of mind and why I write him this way... one day).


















