i think a lot of emphasis is put on the sad/scary parts of being trans but it's also just kinda wonderful and beautiful bc like since I transitioned ive gained the strength and courage to be able to, like, kiss my partner, and tell my friends I love them, and hug my friends, hugging you friends without hating the awareness of your body it gives you is fucking phenomenal. and ive been dealing with something horrible recently but the fact that I can just... feel terrible about it and cry without bottling shit up or feeling like a nuisance.
if you think you might be a dude or a girl or nonbinary or whatever else a lot of people will try to scare you away from it. and it is scary, and sometimes it isn't safe, im not going to deny that! but it's also beautiful and it's why im alive, probably, and why im going to live! so consider it, and if it's safe to try anywhere, try it! and if you can't, just keep living until you can, i love you up until that point and past it. don't die wondering. there is still time.