Apr 14, 2025
i've got this residual nausea settling in my stomach, this thrumming in my chest that makes me tremble. it's like something inside of me is trying to break free and i'm stifling it, or maybe my environment is stifling it, maybe it needs to be stifled. it's this feeling that i should be somewhere else, and i used to feel this way so much while growing up and i still can't figure out what it's trying to tell me! i could just need to get outside more. i should slow down and think. maybe i'm meant to keep daydreaming about the nap i took on the spongy grass of the lofoten islands 7 years ago. i don't know, but i keep crying with no explanation and hoping for something to happen, some kind of answer to this restlessness i can't settle