"I thought I had found myself with you, but the truth is I have never been so lost in my life. It was only after you were gone that I could see how far I had wandered off course."
'Everything changes eventually'
Original Writing © @feelingsgoulash

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"I thought I had found myself with you, but the truth is I have never been so lost in my life. It was only after you were gone that I could see how far I had wandered off course."
'Everything changes eventually'
Original Writing © @feelingsgoulash
So we don't get to decorate the cake? That's disappointing but honestly the plushie is cute and we'll get to make one for each of them this year AND we can put in our homes..so.. that's pretty neat I think..
But... I love the cake decorating. Oh well. 🥲🥹
Nothing brings me more joy than realizing by this time next year I'll be on the path to getting the degree that actually makes me happy. I've dreamed of nothing more than this and one day, I will accomplish it. I am speaking this into existence. This will manifest.
Painful Lessons
There are some experiences in life that shape you in such a way, you can literally define who you were before and after. You were like that. There is the "me" before you and the "me" after you. There was even a "me" during you. I dislike her the most. I'm not sure the after "me" is a good or bad thing. Nothing in life is ever really that black & white. I'm just different. Sometimes I wish I could go back, could skip meeting you, ignore that friend request. But perhaps in life we need to learn the painful lessons the most. And you were definitely a painful lesson.
'Everything changes eventually'
Original Writing © @feelingsgoulash
change can be so so so hard to deal with and you can find yourself so upset and hurt and bitter for weeks about it but coming to terms with that change is so important, and that may be realizing that though things aren’t like they used to be, different isn’t necessarily bad, or it may be realizing that though things are bad now, holding onto the past only hurts you and you need to put it behind you and realize that things won’t be like that again, and you need to accept that and move forward
When it all boils down to it, were we ever really friends to begin with?