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You wanna wind down after a long day? Yeah? Influencer in your face. Ragebait. "Did you know?". This common food item is the devil and will kill us all, actually. Ragebait. Ragebait. Screaming skit. "Did you know?". Horrible political news. New pandemic! New pandemic! Screaming skit! Screaming skit! Ragebait! Ragebait! RAGEBAIT! "DID YOU KNOW?" DID YOU KNOW? DO YOU KNOW?????
the mics that are picking up the sounds at home plate are working OVERTIME
Rather draw my anger out than resort to other things
Your posts and reblogs are too short.
"I know."
You couldn't make a meal to save your life.
"Stop."
You completely forgot about the meeting with the unemployed help center a few days ago. Are you even trying to get a job? Slacker.
"I'm sorry."
You can't get yourself to do anything. Your body wastes away while you don't care. You're filthy, disgusting, and don't even try to improve anymore.
"Why are they all so loud."
I've discovered I am just legitimately miserable in the city and I just need to be somewhere quiet with plenty of sun, walking places, and maybe a body of water.
Have ya'll ever been so overwhelmed and overstimulated that you wanna scream
Like so much socialization today for me
I cannot wait to get home and cry
Liminal spaces are comforting and I'm tired of pretending they're not
This popped into my mind because I recently watched The Backrooms series on YouTube (which you should definitely watch if you haven't yet).
I should also say the reason I like liminal spaces is because of my dog shidd mental health so you've been warned...
What are liminal spaces?
Liminal spaces are usually defined by timeless seemingly never ending spaces with 90's/2000's nostalgia, often transitional spaces like halls, shopping centres and streets, sometimes a lack of natural light, and most importantly a lack of people. Looking at liminal spaces, the feelings can be uncanny or nightmarish to some people but I and various others find it affirming, even comforting.
Why do I find them comforting?
Much if not all of my stress in life comes from people. People make noise, they make strong smells, they fight each other and at times take me as an easy target. My life spent in public places has never been a positive experience, I'm always on high alert thinking: "are they gonna move out the way" "is this man going to invade my personal space on the train" "please stop shouting" "don't follow me" "please leave me alone".
Going through life only ever visible as a target is stressful and on top of that the sensory environment of public places is incredibly draining and nothing ever stops.
I come away from them eyes glazed over, dissociating, physically weak and exhausted. In these moments I have recurring thoughts of "I can't keep up" "can things stop so I have a chance to catch up" "why doesn't anything stop?"
What liminal spaces provide for me is the opportunity to stop without any consequences.
It affirms the dreamy feelings I have when I start disassociating in public spaces and I can sit and take in my surrounding without any sensory overload, things are quiet and still for a change. Just clip out of reality, take a breather, and clip back in again when you're ready. There's no one there to make any noise or harass me or invade my personal space.
I'm finally alone. I can finally relax.
There's a sense of comfort in liminal spaces you'll never find in the real world and that's the comfort of being completely alone.
very overwhelmed there are children crying and i forgot a mask and theres a little with me whos feeling anxious but i dont have much control rn aggh
