[yandere-kokeshi]

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[pagliaccis-clown]

has this happened to anyone

[tendermiasma]

can i just say how much i appreciate you continuing to fight and make noise against those bullshit censor laws. genuinely appreciate every one one of your posts about, keep fighting the good fight

Thank you for doing your part with us! It means a lot to see people stand up with us. We can get so much done when regular guys get over the embarrassement or fear to make some calls and speak up. It's just that I know so many wonderful people who make a living as sex workers or nsfw artists and they deserve good things. I'm more chatty on bsky about it but drawing porn has allowed me to start contributing to my retirement fund in a consistent and meaningful way for the first time in my life. Before that I knew I'd have to work through old age and all the struggles that come with it. Like that was the plan or leave art. I'm happier. I love what I do and I love how fulfilling the work has been for my spirit. I worried less about money and I'd worry a whole lot less if we could get these things killed. I want to protect our futures. I want us to be financially stable. I hope people see the SCREEN Act victory and understand that KOSA is vulnerable.

If you want to keep up to date with what's happening and where you're going to be effective, I recommend following these people too:

https://bsky.app/profile/mikestabile.bsky.social

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[yandere-kokeshi]

Whenever you feel better, I would die for yandere loki 👀👀👀👀👀

Oh my GOD!!!!!

You just gave me so many ideas for him. Consider it a challenge 🫡!!!

[yandere-kokeshi]

Please know that no pressure is needed! We are greatful of whatever you write, regardless of how little ♡

Take care of yourself, papple!!

Thank you ❤️! Your sweet words and encouragement are very needed. Sometimes I forget to focus on myself and it’s good to have that reminder.

[yandere-kokeshi]

poppin' in to say your revamp is pretty dope!! hope you're having a great day!!

Thank you!! It was fun to get out of my comfort zone. I’m definitely still thinking about the pfp, though 🤔!

Hope you’re also having a lovely day <3

[yandere-kokeshi]

TAKE YOUR TIME TO GET BETTER PLEASE.

I read this in Venom's voice, and now I'm imagining dude keeping me in bed 😂

But thank you <33 I am feeling a tad better. Still tired as ever, but I have a tad energy to write!

Love you so so much, anon!

[yandere-kokeshi]

Was feeling good today so I was gonna edit and post some writings

Yeah, no. My mouse died and now I gotta write on mobile ☹️

[yandere-kokeshi]

I Finally got a referral to a rheumatolgist. Never been more excited in my life

[yandere-kokeshi]

It’s so frustrating knowing something is wrong with your body, but doctors won’t simply listen. They’ll nod. Write things down.

But as soon as your labs come back as normal, suddenly losing weight and getting on a diet is suggested. Nearly mandatory.

I am so tired :(

[yandere-kokeshi]

Went to the ER and had the hardest nap of my life.

[yandere-kokeshi]

It’s so frustrating knowing something is wrong with your body, but doctors won’t simply listen. They’ll nod. Write things down.

But as soon as your labs come back as normal, suddenly losing weight and getting on a diet is suggested. Nearly mandatory.

I am so tired :(

[empire-of-light]

BLACK PANTHER WAKANDA FOREVER dir. Ryan Coogler | 2022

[yandere-kokeshi]

Might be slow posting some cod work! I am very burnt out on writing it 😕!

[yandere-kokeshi]

Is everyone just magically close to their periods

Been seeing a lot of period smut 😭😂😂

[yandere-kokeshi]

Honestly, an idea popped in my head

Yandere skyrim characters??

[yandere-kokeshi]

Hello kokeshi, i would like to request headcanons with yandere nikto x m!Reader that disassociate or has episodes of depersonalization. It happens to me sometimes and everything just feels strange/foreign, like I'm suddenly not really in control of my body/mind.

Please and thank you <3

— Yandere Nikto with M! Darling! Who disassociates

Warnings: Yandere behavior, Male! Reader, sfw, obsessive tendencies, detailed information of depersonalization-derealization, mention of self-harm(?), and dark content. Tell me if I missed anything!

A/N: I’m so sorry you struggle with this, Anon :(!! Please know you aren’t a failure or less human for these episodes.

NOT PROOFREAD; BOUND TO WORK ON IT.

Nikto watches you more than he breathes. It isn’t something that is openly talked about but absolutely insured. The first time he sees an episode happen, preferably without your knowledge, he’s confused. His brain goes quiet, cataloging every movement and feeling. At first, it’s pure assessment—what is he doing? Are you stressed? Is it a threat? Why?

Then he notices your body language; it’s subconscious. Your eyes become glossy, body swaying back and forth, while chores are still somehow finished. Exactly like a robot. He sees you hover back, glancing around as if you were freshly just put into a position. Then you begin questioning everything - asking friends, family, even yourself if anything is real. He hums at that thought, and his pulse spikes because in an odd tendered way, he can sympathize with it. All of them can.

Once he’s gathered evidence, Nikto begins “checking on you” without informing you.

It’s all hypervigilance. He begins showing up unannounced, trying his best not to scare you—but also testing you in return—he wants a front row seat in experiencing it. And he might actually catch an episode or two in the act.

If Nikto doesn’t catch it directly, he’s still weirdly nearby. Clinginess spiked, being uncomfortably close. You say you’re heading to the bathroom, and he follows, sitting outside. He begins hovering, staying around longer, texting you more often, subtly rearranging your schedule so he’s around tighter. He’s all about timing.

And in truth, It’ll eventually happen, just like how the man predicted.

When the dissociating happens, he’s calm. Too calm. A small poke into your knee has you blinking rapidly. A squeeze to your wrist has you apologizing. A gentle blow to your neck, shaking your head at the sudden warm air usually pulls you out, but if it’s a longer episode—one that has you waving in-and-out, stuttering—staring at him like he’s someone new, Nikto doesn’t question back. He nods, feeling the rush of movement reaching his ears to your confusion.

He takes it with glee. Doesn’t let you finish a sorry before his lips meet yours, whispering a shush. You never have to apologize for suffering. But, one of the few parts that makes him stand out is that he doesn’t try to fix you. In fact, he never mentions if you see a doctor. Take medication. Do activities that help your symptoms. He figures it out on his own.

As does what he can to help you. Nikto begins toying with your digits more. It doesn’t matter if they’re sweaty, cold, or clammy. He squeezes, right until you have a reaction; a twitch doesn’t simply fulfill him. He needs your voice or a big physical acknowledgment. He likes thumbs up for that reason.

If you wear bracelets or rings, he twirls them up and down, finally snapping them against your skin when he begins to see you float. Funnily enough, earrings work too—and he definitely gets a puff of satisfaction seeing you squint when he pulls at your ear band.

With your episodes of depersonalization, he keeps it straight: Nikto doesn’t outright comfort you. Instead, has you retain your normal activities. Engaging in mental and physical stimulation. Ensured you’re awakened and a tad bothered by him.

He begins sitting closer on couches, having you participate in other stimulation like fun-quizzes. Asking each other “would you rather” questions or shoving the cards into your hands and opting you to start first. He’ll joke that you need to “know his favorite body part” under his breath, but his eyes are too dark for it to be an actual joke.

If you ask reality-like questions, like why are you here and if this a dream, Nikto stares at you—holding your hand steady, pulling it to his cheek. ”How many scars do you think I have? Count em’.”

To make you feel less alien, Nikto lets you kiss and feel his pulse. A grounding touch around his throat, a hopeful technique that may work. He rests his neck near your hand on purpose, circling his knuckles along your forearm, nudging you to hold his jaw.

It’s the same for kissing; during cuddling, to feel your lips and where his heart beats, signaling a vulnerability. It soon becomes a ritual. If you’re anxious and beginning to spur out, he’s grabbing your palm and laying your thumb on top of his Adam’s apple. “Add pressure,” he’ll mutter, shoving your fingers around his neck like it’s a normal thing.

If you hesitate, Nikto will tilt his head and give you a sharp click of the tongue that’s not quite a question. “Go on. You know it helps.”

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[yandere-kokeshi]

Some of your links on your cod masterlists dont work!!

Hi hi! I tried fixing them! Let me know if they still error or fail to bring you to the proper posts <3