#everything is tiring

[galactic-rhea]

Oh man, I'm tired. This is tiring.

[dyrewrites]

I was going to be paid $10/hr for eight hours to watch the cute baby again but I could not because my stomach has teamed up with my brain to make sure I never know peace. Or anything resembling an income. The whole body hates me. I should just get a new one. Anyone know where to get a new body?

When I wobbled to bed crying after cancelling the babysitting, my wonderful husband spent a few minutes studying the 'approved foods for ibs' list we found and rushed to the store to buy as many as he knew I'd like. It's difficult to find foods that are 'low fodmap', low acid, and not any kind of dairy or contain the dreaded preservative I'm allergic too.

So he mostly found fruit, rice, and oats but I have food I can eat in the house now. Because I lack the energy to prepare anything yet, he also got me meal shakes and these weird little pills that let me eat dairy sometimes because plant-based shakes we can find taste like death.

It'll take a bit for me to not feel weak and awful from starving for the last week(or more, I've not been able to eat right or get to 600 calories let alone the recommended amount for a few months really).

This is all to say the depressive mood might have a cause and not just be a mood I'm in but hopefully it'll improve when I do and I can get back to the writing and reading things and interacting with all you lovely creatures.

Going to be quiet a bit until then, probably, on account of I am basically just sleeping or playing bg3 because everything else requires more energy or brainpower than I have right now.

[nonhumanglitch]

i feel feverish and silly and really tired but i don’t have a fever and i didn’t do much today

kind of feels like right before that one time i fainted but not exactly the same

idk it’s weird but i don’t feel physically ok

[ironslung]

😞 i kinda wanna delete again

[zelzenik]

when ur whole life gets casually derailed, and u just want to curl up in bed like

[wicked-gamessss]

I’m tired

[folktaylor]

everything is exhausting right now friends

[angeljaebum]

you know the feeling when you want to go home but you are home