wondering if i did the right thing..
i feel like i have made a BIG mistake.. an i dont know if i can ever fix what i done wrong..
i cheated on someone who was willing to give me the world.. an i had no reason to hurt him.. he was wonderful.. i have never cheated before an i have no reason to hurt this guy.
we rush the whole relationship, he just left his wife, has two kids. an has dealing with alot an we moved into get together an i freaked out an i went about things wrong.
then the guy hooked up with we started spending a lot of time together an i started liking him alot an now idk where things with him stand im just so lost..
i wish i had one real friend to be there for me